The home of poetry
![[274] Let’s Talk About It](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/12/img_7645.jpg?fit=720%2C540&ssl=1)
I listen to you and go back to a time where I lived a simpler life Where your tales of grandeur were happening in the corner of my eye You describe all the sins to forget Morals that you trampled on Why does it then feel familiar? Am I seeing what I experienced more than [...]
![[273] Breathing Yesterday’s Air](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/img_7458.jpg?fit=720%2C615&ssl=1)
The age of excess and the diminishing impact of the pains of our glory and the learnings of a failure Every lesson swept under the rug that is hidden under my cerebrum which is rusting in the shame for all that I couldn’t learn and all that I couldn’t tell you in time Whenever I [...]
![[272] About Past Love](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/271.jpg?fit=720%2C306&ssl=1)
A rusted bench on a worn out boat It takes up all my attention as it’s holding all of you that i’m holding all in me Waves gush on the boat We land on our head We bleed away our minds We die inside time Carry me over to where you reside where the old [...]
![[271] Making of The Truth](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/img_7342.jpg?fit=720%2C649&ssl=1)
What pushes a person from knowing something to be true to believing something to be true? It's the journey between knowledge and feeling that knowledge. The gap between thinking and doing. To understand this is to know yourself. You are gradually learning the thinhs that shape you and you begin to create these surroundings by [...]
![[270] Dreaming Reality Checks](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/270.jpeg?fit=720%2C431&ssl=1)
The passing of my sleep signal a doom of my dreams where I watch all that I think I needed linking it with the edge of reality Of lost paths, I could have taken to happiness Of the ways, that I could not fear less It arrives to me like a bohemian sensation Light in [...]
![[269] Lying To Myself](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/10/6b3d0670db42b3f8f9813bb1f27745c4-reading-books-book-art-e1506856902309.jpg?fit=595%2C523&ssl=1)
All that I’ve written previously are thoughts that I no longer remember, words that I didn’t act upon and feelings that I don’t relate to. Is all we are the thoughts that we hold then? Or are the ones I’m writing out now going to become a part of my subconscious soon? Will these thoughts [...]
![[268] Communication](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/55ffc837-eaf5-4588-9779-c159a896bf20.jpg?fit=720%2C540&ssl=1)
I mix up silence for aggression Fighting you in imaginary wars Where do you find your words usually? It seems you’ve lost your way Your answer comes as a bitter understanding “Feelings turn into half thoughts Words impure them usually Sentences jumble the feeling i felt that i’ve lost since you’ve come in my way”
![[267] Secrets](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/267.jpg?fit=700%2C255&ssl=1)
Look for me for I am lost I usually find myself in a faraway thought I can tell you all my secrets and scatter all my lies but it’s in the language of my twisted tongue Do you have the will to try? I’m saving all the images that I witness now that I’m so [...]
![[266] 42.](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/10/266.jpg?fit=720%2C274&ssl=1)
Naturally, we're all filled with self-doubt in every waking moment. A feeling that normally stays dormant till we're faced with the mountain of expectations. Either from us or from others. What we need to understand is that these expectations are given articulation by our own mind. So in a sense, these expectations are self-made. But [...]
![[265] Still Life](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/10/screen-shot-2018-10-10-at-11-50-08-pm.png?fit=720%2C335&ssl=1)
A loss of words and a loss of reality I lose all fire and I lost on vitality The gift lies unwrapped somewhere in the absurdity To find all my feelings Blocked memories surface to weep I sing all my worries and you sing back with silence I sing all my disappointments but you start [...]