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[207] Looking Again

November 21, 2018November 21, 2018by Rahul Gaur6 Comments

How do I start writing? How have I written until this point in time?These questions plague my mind that is numb. Feelings don’t come and stay, they are fleeting like the time that I lost. The confidence that I cherished until now is nowhere to be felt. Ideas do come in my head but they [...]

[206] on a hiatus

October 26, 2018October 26, 2018by Rahul Gaur15 Comments

I don't think I have it in me to write any longer. Until I can, goodbye. Hope you guys will take care. Will come back. Just don't know when.

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[205] Last Attempt

October 23, 2018October 23, 2018by Rahul GaurLeave a Comment

Uncanny valleys of little sense Where everything feels not real at all You are at the far end of my regret I’ll be quite near to your regret in a while Wilted leaves fall out of time I try to revolve to maintain our orbits But you’re going astray into another galaxy Far away new [...]

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[204] Knock Knock

October 21, 2018October 21, 2018by Rahul Gaur7 Comments

The dreams deceive the reality that the morning light confirms Who would have thought that the light meeting the dark would be the reason of my demise In the morning I weigh a lot more in my mind Everything is a reminder of you and the red sunlight in my eyes makes me think of [...]

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[203] Wear Your Best Dress

October 19, 2018October 25, 2018by Rahul Gaur13 Comments

free my mind of these thoughts that seem to haunt my living call upon the angel at dark only so she can deny helping me and I can finally let these thoughts in and destroy me from inside and implode into little pieces of dust that you have in your eyes when you wake up [...]

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[202] The Performance of an Artist

October 17, 2018by Rahul Gaur12 Comments

Nothing satisfies an artist. We are creatures who’ve got self-doubt running in our veins. Everywhere we go we remind ourselves of our inadequacy to be better/best. We hold our failures on a pedestal rather than letting our victories dance around our mind. Even to call ourselves artist only springs up an emotion of cringe in us. The myth [...]

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[201] Moon River

October 15, 2018by Rahul Gaur7 Comments

I try to find you in a song that plays A melancholic melody of a piano player Your shadow of a smile doesn't try to remain between my mind The smile moves to utter a breath that speaks a word that I can't hear or see It feels like a momentary thing for this moment [...]