![[314] No One At All](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/05/314-1048932828-1590637757521.jpg?fit=502%2C378&ssl=1)
Being someone else Being somewhere else After a while all perfume smells are familiar and the association of the smell with characters Today I wear you and try to see it all through you The way I pause before I speak The way I don’t pay attention to time at all Maybe you saw the [...]
![[313] Untitled Living](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/05/313-2699158655-1590292092621.jpeg?fit=720%2C317&ssl=1)
The secrets of the skies lie at our feet but we're busy looking up forging the present in the hope of a future Stuck in limbos of wanting to live and the hustle of dying slowly we find ourselves lost most of the time when we should lose ourselves often to find what we're all [...]
![[312] Seeing It All](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/05/312-1-e1590115218314.png?fit=720%2C302&ssl=1)
dismantling universes indifferently The starry sky abyss consumes souls we're spectators of our own demise playing Gods by our permission A lone wolf strays by the pond drinking skies out of thirst The darkness befalls on us all like a reunion of angry clouds I'm curled up in confusions The rain falling in dozes I [...]
![[311] Getting What I Seek](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/05/311.jpg?fit=720%2C510&ssl=1)
Needless destiny and a need for intervals To pause feeling this way cracks about to split open I lie awake tired unable to sleep A worthless life at the hook of every sentence and an unfulfilled potential waiting beyond every full stop.
![[310] floating by](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/05/img_3030-1.jpg?fit=720%2C960&ssl=1)
blue sunset and a royal sleep drum rolls to wake up to a stormy sea broken pearls waterboard inside of me no signs of a sky only bubbles of a life everyone else is hollow but i’m full of the sea
![[309] Broken Compass](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/05/309-e1589601030252.jpg?fit=720%2C279&ssl=1)
Anger and bitterness no recollection of my arrival here Almost forgetting the summit when I'm diving down to the ground Power corrupts the feet of a prophet The halo is a chain that makes them levitate Success only increases the distance from the making of it all, it's just the bracing of the fall The [...]
![[308] The Truth of Now](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/05/308.jpg?fit=720%2C504&ssl=1)
I delay feeling the present Rushing to feel what hasn’t happened I delay feeling content when I haven’t proven myself The world slows down to a halt but the mind keeps running the paranoia keeps hunting as man becomes its own worst enemy Infinite loops of stupidity mixed with the chase of dopamine The distraction [...]
![[307] To New Beginnings](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/04/307-3197571367-1587958269133.jpg?fit=720%2C480&ssl=1)
I am beginningless quite like the universe in which we reside I can’t recall my first word I can’t remember my first walk I can’t remember my first cry unless it’s in the form of my parent's memory of it It’s all inference with no perceptive truth like we reminisce about the universe to familiarise [...]
![[306] Spiral of Silence](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/04/306.jpg?fit=720%2C868&ssl=1)
Dancing to the tunes of your moods forgetting rational thought as you embrace the emotion and its wave but you can’t ride in a flow state Everyone else mirrors an unreality and you feel out of sync This is not what’s happening is a frequent statement to think but all that’s happening is all they [...]
![[305] And It Rained All Night](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/04/305.jpg?fit=720%2C480&ssl=1)
It’s hard to turn realisations into habits Even harder to let go of the old ones when they’re as familiar to you as insomnia is to the night The sound of people sleeping or the lack of it is somewhat soothing to your peace of mind but sometimes it disrupts exactly that As in the [...]
