![[129] Mind As Summer](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/129-e1519707284526.jpg?fit=720%2C425&ssl=1)
My mind is summer now. Languid in its breathing of thoughts and idle in its progression of time. There is a blinding of the heat that is not surprising as it numbs the mind. Time & again it finds a shade of hope only to realise that it was an illusion of my own scorching [...]
![[128] The Constant Struggle](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/128.jpg?fit=705%2C344&ssl=1)
a mere appearance of wisdom a mind full of questions a laugh full of deceit what will I really be? Imperfect memories make me Unformed thoughts are my pillars When change is the only constant what will I really be? What I am is not what I was What I will really be is not [...]
![[127] Life: A Parody](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/whirlwind-lovers.jpg?fit=720%2C530&ssl=1)
Aren't we all just parodies of our true selves? Trying to feign reality but only becoming an amusement in return. We are always striving for the illusory knowledge of ourselves but all we find is an illusory illusion which breaks when we probe further. Where does the answer to the quest of our journey lie? [...]
![[126] I Can’t Help You](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/trapped-e1518846728467.jpg?fit=370%2C431&ssl=1)
A cry for help falls deaf when it leaves your lips not because I can't hear but because I can't help Your tired eyes leave me to turn inward and explode within I just watch this explosion as a spectacle in return Hopeless & morbid I turn attention towards what I am feeling as a [...]
![[125] Blip On The Radar](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/125.jpg?fit=720%2C405&ssl=1)
To become a blip on your radar is the aim I carry my life with for you To transform from insignificant to significant in your world is the aim I assemble my thoughts by Is it right though? To obsess over you like a spy The only goal becomes the actual goal and not this [...]
