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![[149] The Future Waits For None](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/05/149.jpeg?w=720)
As I sit here, a realisation dawns on me. The world nods in confirmation of my fear that it doesn't really require me as it runs without me unabashedly. This doesn't come as a surprise at all but it comes like that strong gust of wind that uproots even the most rooted grass from the [...]
![[148] Solo Travelling](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/05/1481.jpg?w=720)
A snow-capped summit that evades you. You are filled with fear of the distance, of the journey that is unknown. Sounds that you've never heard conjure and hijack your senses packing your ambitions behind fear. One day you wake up remembering why you dreamt at all. The morning motivation coupled with no external stimuli of [...]
![[147] Falling Stars](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/05/147.jpg?w=720)
Yesterday feels like tomorrow when you're stuck in a routine Sleeping feels like waking and dreaming feels like living Your life is muddled up in a series of activities meant to soothe you into a slumber of having no sensations finally They say love helps you find your home or the idea of it because you still [...]
![[146] To Better Beginnings](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/05/148-e1525842188894.jpg?w=720)
I remember carrying the disappointment of today to tomorrow with the added baggage of guilt of not doing something about it yesterday To all my coping of adding humour to my demons or to all the mechanics of my defences that lay all your faults ahead of mine I am disappointed Sometimes I think about [...]
![[145] A Visitor In Your Park](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/05/146-e1525592689799.jpg?w=720)
The air feels heavy when I feel your presence around even when I know you're not around I think the grudges we hold weigh more than what forgiveness makes us feel I stumble on our memory as I walk on the same paths of yesterday I feel your presence again in this park like the [...]
![[144] Rebel With A Cause](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/05/144-e1525546230747.jpg?w=499)
We are told that "don't upset the system" "don't be a rebel and lose your mind". The reason? The functioning of the system is crucial for miscreants to survive. To not politicise art is just another way of submitting to the pressure of not being seen as a rebel. As the word, 'rebel' has a [...]
![[143] Guide For Not Reading](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/05/143.jpg?w=720)
A guide to not reading books. Step 1: Read a book's synopsis, blurbs and get interested to read it. Step 2: Go to goodreads and check how many pages it is. Step 3: Start reading reviews. NO. Start reading 'negative' reviews. Et voila! Anyone else facing the same problem?
