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![[273] Breathing Yesterday’s Air](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/img_7458.jpg?fit=720%2C615&ssl=1)
The age of excess and the diminishing impact of the pains of our glory and the learnings of a failure Every lesson swept under the rug that is hidden under my cerebrum which is rusting in the shame for all that I couldn’t learn and all that I couldn’t tell you in time Whenever I [...]
![[272] About Past Love](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/271.jpg?fit=720%2C306&ssl=1)
A rusted bench on a worn out boat It takes up all my attention as it’s holding all of you that i’m holding all in me Waves gush on the boat We land on our head We bleed away our minds We die inside time Carry me over to where you reside where the old [...]
![[271] Making of The Truth](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/img_7342.jpg?fit=720%2C649&ssl=1)
What pushes a person from knowing something to be true to believing something to be true? It's the journey between knowledge and feeling that knowledge. The gap between thinking and doing. To understand this is to know yourself. You are gradually learning the thinhs that shape you and you begin to create these surroundings by [...]
![[270] Dreaming Reality Checks](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/270.jpeg?fit=720%2C431&ssl=1)
The passing of my sleep signal a doom of my dreams where I watch all that I think I needed linking it with the edge of reality Of lost paths, I could have taken to happiness Of the ways, that I could not fear less It arrives to me like a bohemian sensation Light in [...]
![[269] Lying To Myself](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/10/6b3d0670db42b3f8f9813bb1f27745c4-reading-books-book-art-e1506856902309.jpg?fit=595%2C523&ssl=1)
All that I’ve written previously are thoughts that I no longer remember, words that I didn’t act upon and feelings that I don’t relate to. Is all we are the thoughts that we hold then? Or are the ones I’m writing out now going to become a part of my subconscious soon? Will these thoughts [...]
![[268] Communication](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/55ffc837-eaf5-4588-9779-c159a896bf20.jpg?fit=720%2C540&ssl=1)
I mix up silence for aggression Fighting you in imaginary wars Where do you find your words usually? It seems you’ve lost your way Your answer comes as a bitter understanding “Feelings turn into half thoughts Words impure them usually Sentences jumble the feeling i felt that i’ve lost since you’ve come in my way”
![[267] Secrets](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/267.jpg?fit=700%2C255&ssl=1)
Look for me for I am lost I usually find myself in a faraway thought I can tell you all my secrets and scatter all my lies but it’s in the language of my twisted tongue Do you have the will to try? I’m saving all the images that I witness now that I’m so [...]