[325] Cloudy Mind

[325] Cloudy Mind

Feeling nothing of consequence ⁣ It takes a lot of effort to be normal⁣ I’m living with hail inside my head⁣ and I walk on rainbows with my eyes closed ⁣ The reckoning wipes clean all that I cherish⁣ All that I’m left with are blindspots⁣ I become a shadow of a cyclone⁣ ⁣ A [...]

[324] Seas of Space

[324] Seas of Space

Answers galore but ⁣ none that fit my cadence⁣ Fragmentary focus of blinking eyes⁣ I wake up a thousand times each night⁣ I wish I was alive each time ⁣ Forgetful dreams full of insights⁣ while traumatic nightmares fill my⁣ days to only shake my momentary faith ⁣ and a shell that breaks I drown⁣ [...]

[320] War of Life

[320] War of Life

Preaching honesty in vain Everyone has already made up their minds Shapeless phantoms impersonate bankrupt souls The will to look ahead corrupts the need to look inside Imagination summons for meaning in the form of a story As I write a letter to no one at all It reaches on the shore of an apocalyptic [...]

[319] Erosion of Self

[319] Erosion of Self

Scrap away my failuresbefore i scar my successLet kindness meet paranoiabefore i meet my demiseEureka moments come to meBut they’re all of the devious kind Cowardice knows me too well at nightI dwell in the hour of despaironly to keep my muses at baySometimes i feel self worth is not for meSometimes i feel a [...]

[317] Autumn Apocalypse

[317] Autumn Apocalypse

My mind fills up like a balloon Just a pin drop away to burst The rebellion doesn’t bloom when the ruckus is confined inside Wilting away like roses for the dead The silence of a graveyard is the acceptance of death It’s the will to not live when the stars get upset Where do you [...]