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i create rain just so you can look out just so it can help you to finally look inward and find me there waiting for you
[341] Rainy Days
Month: August 2020
[340] I am never here
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I invite discontent when I take myself seriously The stories in my head find my mundane reality unnerving They try to enliven it but can you change a mirage? Isn’t it easier to shape the stories than to change the essence of living itself
[339] Lost Truth
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In the evening I see shapes of people attempting to get fit from my window. I see in them familiar shapes and faces, enough for me to feel the urge to go outside and meet them. My eyes focus on one such familiar-looking individual. He drags himself slowly with his head down, unaware of [...]
[338] Too Many Dreams
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I think about you just enough for you to knock in my dreams where we dance inside cyclones and fiery storms to descend inside volcanoes that bloom like flowers Why did we give all of us to emotions that made us feel nothing Did we want to touch the extreme of love so bad that [...]
[337] Anticipatory Love
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Dissociation in style I walk on reflected clouds It’s a metaphorical living I wish I could live on the ground I always wander in the spaces Liminal places of the nether world where the shape of a snow is intact and the anticipation of a surprise still better than the surprise of you visiting where [...]
[336] Turning A Blind Eye
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A lone soul cutting through the haze The clouds wait for their turn as thunder tries to catch the bird The city is lulled into a early dark sleep as you and I lay entangled watching nature’s hunt for the hunter from our rose tinted windows and a head full of oxytocin while someone fights [...]