![[452] The Road To Recovery](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/452.jpeg?fit=720%2C468&ssl=1)
Make me believe in ecstasy I am tired of not being seen in anything other than miseryShow me the magic you see every daySo I can see things I can’t perceiveI want to be able to wantand find a passion to burn,a wind to blow and a storm to fallRare words to fall back onInterventions [...]
![[451] The Nostalgic Illness](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/simon-quaglio.jpeg?fit=720%2C540&ssl=1)
Disappearing dreams on the edgesof fluttering rotting pages under nimbus cloudsNostradamus rains all his telic propheciesof lost potential when the mind is illCan you try understanding simplicityin all its puzzling complexity ordoes the mind need a substance for it cannot articulate its own diseaseMeditative care or empathyand the presence of mind I am present here [...]
![[450] The Grateful Undead](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/450.jpeg?fit=720%2C967&ssl=1)
Chronic illness of dancing starsSupernova tirednessfinds us detached from lifeStorms scare the little resolve of the undeadDisconcerted efforts all to keep insanity at bayDrained of whiteI discover a new vocabularythat survival teachesto the ones left alive Painting by Frank Kelly Freas
![[449] The Ages of Man](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/04/449-e1619799129889.jpeg?fit=706%2C744&ssl=1)
Every way that anyonehas tried to show me always ended up in a cul de sac Feverish intensitiesBurnt out cavalryEmotional fallaciesI retrace my stepstake a left from the bush of ignoranceand a right from whenever I felt right Pride can lead to vanity and I neededto reach a zone outside of my comfortThe haven of [...]
