[543] The Battle Inside or The War Outside

Hypnotise me⁣
Make the source of ⁣
my anxiety revealed in your liveliness⁣
Teleport me to a point where ⁣
I don’t have any choice ⁣
but the right one⁣
Hum me sweet melodies⁣
Lull me and merge me into an endless consciousness⁣
Featherless, formless, I fall…⁣

Eyes open I am shaken into my surroundings⁣
Dreams had taken me to a place ⁣
where every decision I took ⁣
was a perfection of paint strokes ⁣
But now awakened to all five senses⁣
I see an unfinished book gathering dust⁣
The door thuds, holding the bedside gun in silent fear,⁣
The scent of smoke lingers, a world in itself,⁣
All the senses taste war, the end is near⁣

My parallel lives enhance my understanding⁣
The dreams are an escape⁣
The quest for the source, a phantom⁣
Beauty forms my temporary exile ⁣
My environment the only truth denied⁣
The truth seems like a devil in his carriage⁣
outside all the smoke and carnage ⁣
waiting to carry me for my last ride⁣

The Great Beyond, a realm devoid of fear,⁣
With the hope of transcending lifetimes, I confide⁣
It carries all of light from all eternity⁣
Illusion is its form that seduces ⁣
So I sit⁣
in the dark wooden carriage to embark on⁣
the end of this journey where ⁣
I failed to live in the light⁣

The umbilical cord is cut from the golden womb⁣
The universe inside a universe, endless vistas to roam⁣
An alternate reality with an infinite worldview⁣
Born again, I open my eyes⁣
I see the smile on my mother’s face⁣
I hear my cry for help to be reunited with the source⁣
I hold her finger the compass of my destiny ⁣
I smell the end of desire which is another beginning ⁣
A fulfilled life, reborn, destiny we meet again

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