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[234] Resting My Case

March 15, 2019by Rahul GaurLeave a Comment

Sounds of madness Crawl away inside my veins I try to put it out like it’s fire It reignites back in sparks of the bloom of my underlying despair Words that caressed me to sleep now jolt me out of it They grip me by my shirt and pull me into the dark again where [...]

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[232] Passionate Living

February 25, 2019February 25, 2019by Rahul Gaur4 Comments

Trying to find a way In a world so unknown Giving meaning to words so you and I don’t feel alone In this blue dot of loneliness we live life while circling the hot flame of death we try to breath fire Trying to oscillate between what’s acceptable and what’s not and not what we [...]

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[230] The Enlightenment

February 9, 2019by Rahul Gaur6 Comments

Last night i died a thousand deaths and learned nothing new from it I walked past all my past selves catching up with all my past mistakes but I learned nothing new from it I played with shadows the game of nightmares the rules of which weren’t decided the surprise felt like blood swirling around [...]

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[227] The Secret

January 24, 2019by Rahul Gaur15 Comments

Soon enough chaos becomes white noise Soon enough we’ll grow past our fears Soon enough the time will move on without us Let’s just stay till then breathing air, watching sunsets holding hands, wear your best dress walking home, when all there's left is just goodbye Isn’t life just the sound we make between hello [...]

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[226] Lost In A Nightmare

January 22, 2019by Rahul Gaur2 Comments

On the Sunday of my worries I wake with your pretty little nightmares My hand hovers to reclaim reality But all it holds is your absence So i sleep again with my worries To meet you again somewhere in my pretty little nightmares It feels like seeing colours in black and white The form of [...]

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[224] Kissing Memories

January 17, 2019January 17, 2019by Rahul Gaur7 Comments

When my imagination goes astray Clouds form constellations and birds fly away I live where you want to be but I want to be where you live We never meet in between Always pushing and pulling on our fantasies The cold of the night drifts into the day we wake up at the dawn of [...]

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[222] Letting Go

January 10, 2019by Rahul Gaur1 Comment

I’m at a point in my life where tedium has replaced ideas in my brain. The concept of time is just a construct and the passing of it as ignorant as my ignorant breaths. I lie in bed, fully awake in my physical form but half asleep mentally. The internal voices have died down into [...]