![[484] Infinite Reflections of Me](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/Self-reflection.jpeg?fit=720%2C1070&ssl=1)
My presence is devoid of attention My focus flows through a prism Only if I could focus on theall encompassing waves of energyand nourish my flaws into a study of presentAll the ways of my ascensionare blocked by my own accordStones stop the silence in my riveras I fear the breaking of my bonesor the [...]
![[483] It’s Been A While](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/385.jpeg?fit=720%2C350&ssl=1)
Mysterious ways of realisingthings of the past and its uprisingDullness of the mind and the lure ofmoney to entice the passionless plightSurrounded ourselves with the beauty of artin hopes that it will rub off on our docilitybut instead, the art finds itself trapped in the logical frame, we’ve placed it inThe need for a structure [...]
![[482] Aimless Walks to Find an Aim](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/482.jpeg?fit=720%2C1084&ssl=1)
Look over your shoulderto find a soul piercing glanceAvoid it to not be terrorisedFace it to go through a change𝘈𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦catches you off guarda heavy feeling that expandsfear galoreParalysis analysis of what could have beenConfusion bleeds through your words𝘍𝘢𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨the gaze makes you awareof all the benign things that addinto a snowball of old age regretSo you [...]
![[481] My Eyes Desire You](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/Screenshot-2021-07-06-at-8.27.31-PM.png?fit=720%2C308&ssl=1)
Future halts when eyes desirea glimpse of the pastThere was no me in the flow state of hearing you be youNow I carry my existenceto fill the cavity of youHedonistic tendencies fill the spiritual void There is awareness but of my doomed stateThere is tranquillity but of being lost in melancholyMy hurt feelings hurt who [...]
![[480] Familiar Strangers](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/480.jpeg?fit=720%2C405&ssl=1)
If I look at you long enoughFor a second, you seem like a strangerI am someone else in that second and you belong to another worldSometimes I look at youwith no desire or urge just a feeling of marvel andnot a shred of world’s conditioningWhat will be the genealogy of you?The root and the sourceof [...]
![[479] The River of Silence](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/479-1.jpeg?fit=720%2C512&ssl=1)
If you’re asking for a lot from the worldIt’ll always take what you think is yoursUntil you realise what you thoughtwasn’t what you ever possessedEven thoughts become meaninglessin the river of emotions and epiphaniesWhen the current of that river is rapidyou still lose some of it while tryingto capture it in the web of thoughtsAshes [...]
![[478] My Underwater Memories](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/479.jpeg?fit=720%2C386&ssl=1)
Habitable ruins of memory catch me lying about my propensity to forget I’m lyingRusting body of doomand lively winds that delay itat the end of my bloomNobody can save itNobody can save itrivers that dry devoid of emotionsI am not a stoic I view my mistakes whenthey are in motionNo control over keeping secretswhen I’m [...]
![[477] The Last Two Minutes of Humanity](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/478.jpeg?fit=720%2C405&ssl=1)
Everything we don't know ages us. And because we don't know a lot, we live so little. It is said that if we compressed the universe's history in a 24 hour day, human life would come to fruition just 2 minutes before midnight. This is a truth that stays on the edges of our grey [...]
![[476] Follow Your Advice](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/Paula-Crown.jpeg?fit=720%2C1061&ssl=1)
Catching the impurity as itleaves my lips in anger All the words I tried not to saycascade with a waterfall impactThe worries are in a hurry to get out rather than being feltI am the hypocrite I fight againstThe euphoria of a breakthrough is short-livedThe survival of a gentle feeling drizzlesbut it vanishes at the [...]
![[475] The Ever Changing Inner Flame](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/476.jpeg?fit=720%2C720&ssl=1)
Wary of writing inferior wordsBirth to death, a mosaic of fearThe coloured tiles in between made of loveI live beneath my means to think clearall to keep the curiosity nearThe fight to keep the white purity alivefuels the soul as all black desires tearTruth in every breath, the vibgyor inner drive Used the poetic form [...]
