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![[237] Fever Dream](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2019/01/6aa5cb4c-783b-4196-82ad-55c281cdb303.jpg?w=720)
Realities stack on top of each other warning me of my feeble head Fed by the system of mistakes I try to hold on to another identity to hold me together for a while again Imagine leaves stuck in stillness somewhere between green and the wilt of a brown so much so that the moment [...]
![[235] How To Live Life](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2019/03/235-e1553150467796.jpg?w=720)
I am in a Ferris wheel of fire that winds up all my past mistakes I watch time go back to when I was 18 barely meeting eyes Another spin that hides all my timid glories to when I was 15 amidst curious eyes I fight it out with the erosion of my slipping mind I [...]
![[234] Resting My Case](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/06/161.jpg?w=720)
Sounds of madness Crawl away inside my veins I try to put it out like it’s fire It reignites back in sparks of the bloom of my underlying despair Words that caressed me to sleep now jolt me out of it They grip me by my shirt and pull me into the dark again where [...]
![[233] The Path That Leads Nowhere](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2019/03/233.jpg?w=720)
corruption of memory erosion of attention erasing of tedium the distance increases enlightenment is fleeting the trail is leading to a bloodbath of people that tried it before me the echoes of their cries just die out before me I live a lived life that’s set out for me follow the path listen to my [...]
![[232] Passionate Living](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2019/02/img_2451.jpg?w=720)
Trying to find a way In a world so unknown Giving meaning to words so you and I don’t feel alone In this blue dot of loneliness we live life while circling the hot flame of death we try to breath fire Trying to oscillate between what’s acceptable and what’s not and not what we [...]
![[231] Every Breathe You Take](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2019/02/img_2297-1.jpg?w=720)
what if we could sell dreams in chunks and give away nightmares for free what if we could steal ambition for once and ebb away this gnawing wastefulness that eats us away with every breath we don’t tasteevery breath that we need to choke death away
![[230] The Enlightenment](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2019/02/img_1658.jpg?w=720)
Last night i died a thousand deaths and learned nothing new from it I walked past all my past selves catching up with all my past mistakes but I learned nothing new from it I played with shadows the game of nightmares the rules of which weren’t decided the surprise felt like blood swirling around [...]
