![[353] We’re Not Alone](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/353-1-e1601374851114.jpg?fit=720%2C329&ssl=1)
What secret am i uncovering by fixating on my thoughts as if the clouds would burst or the sea would part only to reveal a spectacle that will make sense of the profound anxiety i drown in Giving characters to my emotions I see sadness as a wilted sunflower obeying only to rebel against its [...]
![[352] A Beautiful Smile](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/351.jpg?fit=720%2C405&ssl=1)
Self-diagnosed with no self-confidenceI indulge in the breaking of my mind Compliments fall on my Van Gogh ear I reach my home to finally find my city on fire 'Do you have any last words?' the fire asksAnd the words on the threshold swallow up my tongue I had prepared a speech for all my [...]
![[351] Lost Beautiful Eyes](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/10-e1601020379234.jpeg?fit=672%2C252&ssl=1)
I seek again my lost beautiful eyeswhich used to capture the fleeting time in the vessel of a memoryFor all that I need is an unwavering focus where I flee around in the moment like a flying bird that is stillon an airless dayI will find my way there in the flow of it allwhere [...]
![[350] Innocence Lost to Time](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/5-e1600740174357.jpg?fit=720%2C902&ssl=1)
Everyone is asleepIt means I can talk to the wind tonightThey’re finding and losing their way and I’m closer to finding my answers at nightDriven to insanitywhere the universe ends for usand the Big Bang begins againThat’s where I find myself stuckAm I the beginning of the endor is it all circular insteadClarity sidesteps for [...]
![[349] The Magic of Thinking](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/9-2366072709-1600545666265.jpg?fit=669%2C597&ssl=1)
I don’t think people know how to thinkThey look at others to confirm realitywho look at others and it goes on and onWe have inherited tribalismwhich rests in our mindwaiting for moments of disquietand the admittance of short term thinkingwhere we mistake impulse as intuitionand the world turns into a war zoneThe end is nighI [...]
![[348] We’re All Alone](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/7-1790921346-1600292286449.jpg?fit=720%2C763&ssl=1)
Contradictions crash around hereHearing, an anomaly Time finds a way of flyingwhen silence is forgottenWhen it finds itself on a planet of great divideswhere attention is providedto the clouds of the worldwhich rains information downIt sucks up the earthIt sucks up the human soullike pain in a heartbreaklike colour from a paintingIt renders it a doom [...]
![[347] The Space Between Us](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/img_7341.jpg?fit=720%2C595&ssl=1)
Turning away from youis the hardest movement to followMy body tries to betray my mindwhile my eyes try to see throughthe glasses you’ve gifted meAs they do their magic and blind my visionfrom the real you
![[346] The Fourth State of Living](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/346-1.jpg?fit=600%2C400&ssl=1)
All my biases and patterns point me to a living without ordeal A seamless painless life full of living 10 years in the blink of an eye but when I wake from my sleeping stateI realise regret creeping in I observe guilt of a life gone to wastejust because I stopped seeing when my eyes [...]
![[345] Find Me](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/img_7279.jpg?fit=672%2C457&ssl=1)
I find no meaning in finding meaning As they say that the lost cannot be found I shape the lineage of all my emotions who usually find me lost in the clouds A teardrop to break through walls A sign to hold on to you A lie to catch your faux honesty [...]
![[344] It Rained Inside](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/154-e1527175214465.jpg?fit=720%2C384&ssl=1)
I am her little secretshe hides me in her mindand meets me in her dreamswhere we skip once upon a timeI fall to the groundshe invites me inside her homeI stumble in as the cloud rumblesonly for it to rain inside her homeThe air is drowning we can seebut we hold each other’s handsIsn’t that [...]
