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[429] The End of a Toxic Memoir

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[429] The End of a Toxic Memoir

Utter words that you heard in your dreams⁣The one where you were dying in your sleep⁣where you fooled a good samaritan ⁣to birth evil in him ⁣leaving him alone in the great expanse ⁣and amidst the sound of windmills ⁣that recycled your pain into causing hurt and⁣into moving pictures of your damning reverie⁣⁣Tell them about [...]

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[420] If I Avoided Intuition

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[420] If I Avoided Intuition

I sometimes forget the moment of reckoningof when I gave weight to feelings more than reality of me giving emphasis to the unsaid emotions than the ones that assumed formin the form of tangible, tactile, physical and realwhen I chose the myths, metaphors, abstract and surreal What if i had made the other choice?To leave [...]

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[414] Fooled by Randomness

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[414] Fooled by Randomness

My spirit lacks⁣the water to float⁣in my waning ⁣inner reservoir⁣It’s a place ⁣where shadows ⁣come to hide ⁣so they don’t ⁣attract attention⁣and die in the form ⁣of a spotlight story⁣⁣Stories we tell ourselves⁣and others ⁣about the way ⁣we see the world⁣kills the intuitive dualist⁣inside us that tries to keep ⁣the lure of a mystery alive [...]

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[413] Misplaced in Time

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[413] Misplaced in Time

Rocks have memories⁣in their holes⁣See through⁣To find me waiting⁣recollecting and reflecting⁣under a dying water body under the pressure⁣of the sun of time⁣⁣Bones have memories⁣that my mind tends⁣to disremember⁣It moves to hold your face⁣in a reflex to not find you there⁣It stays amidst the pain⁣in a denial to not find you here

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[410] Denial Unravelling

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[410] Denial Unravelling

Absorbed all our songs ⁣to numb their melodies by repetitionTheir magic is lost ⁣and I still cannot be found⁣I can’t live ⁣in the white noise of our ⁣future that never was⁣⁣Lies under your sighs ⁣I cannot find ⁣a shed of truth ⁣under mine as well⁣With all your complexities⁣you go to sleep⁣as I lay awake trying [...]

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[408] The Shapeless Blur Returns

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[408] The Shapeless Blur Returns

Suppression returns ⁣as an unfamiliar familiarity that was forgotten⁣Vile cuts on my soul⁣an emptiness restored⁣All the footsteps fade ⁣All the learnings lost⁣The dread of years ago⁣awaits to rain on my parade⁣⁣Alive and feeling numb⁣A quiet night is a blur ⁣A flying bird mocks ⁣the ones who fall ⁣on their own ⁣Widescreen narrow lanes⁣contours of the [...]

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[399] The Shadow King

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[399] The Shadow King

I’ve tried all advice⁣⁣Still tumbling down with a smile⁣⁣Cries of whisper ⁣⁣finds nothing of consequence⁣⁣Delirium morning and ⁣⁣a sunset that ⁣night ⁣forgets in a blink⁣⁣⁣⁣I kept thinking⁣⁣I’ve kept myself ⁣⁣from her concerning eyes⁣⁣but i remain an open book to her⁣⁣maybe our shadows talk ⁣⁣to each other at night⁣⁣An epitome of empathy⁣⁣I am healed for a [...]

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[392] Keys to Living Life

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[392] Keys to Living Life

There are three modes of living life. ⁣⁣First is living through the mind. The mind is the rational and analytical switch of our body. When you need to see things as they are, you use your mind to confirm it.⁣⁣Second is living through the heart. The heart is the idealism and the moral switch of [...]

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[390] Journey to The East

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[390] Journey to The East

Look around to see nothing at all⁣Find it all inside but you can’t face it⁣Walk the talk or don’t talk at all⁣Lies to yourself are the worst ones to keep⁣Seeking the mirage of special knowledge⁣when all there is, is simplicity⁣Follow the path to inner fear ⁣and lead it out to tune into your galactic frequency⁣⁣Hidden [...]