![[501] Fade In](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/09/501.jpeg?fit=720%2C830&ssl=1)
Time will go on I will slip through its cracksHave premonitions to disobeyAn eternity to disarrayA calling to naturally delayI will lie under the starsYou will move onagape at my lack of mobilityaghast at my mood so bittersweetA constant abeyance to realityWe will disintegrateDismayed at our decayOur immortalisation in wordsare meant to fade awayWe are [...]
![[498] Hide From The World](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/09/Screenshot-2021-09-05-at-8.34.56-PM.png?fit=720%2C725&ssl=1)
Let me insideinto your raging purple dreamsMirrorless reveriesof your discreet little side you hideWalk me in when it isabout a rose petal about to fall about a moon crescent caughtin a slipstream of cloudsso you catch your breath inside your waning soulYou realise that the worldrealises youbut the mist hidesthe city you’re from and from [...]
![[497] Images of the Mind](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/09/img_3928-1.jpg?fit=683%2C449&ssl=1)
My internal images havebecome black holes andfractal shapes of the darkBare thoughts of bare bonesblocks all the weary soulsBut dawn comes to lift me upAnd the light finally sets me free in sleepThe dreary Sundays and evening hazea broken path and internal rageFading sense of self, state of flowWords that sow, images of an ideal [...]
![[496] The Knowing](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/496.jpeg?fit=709%2C936&ssl=1)
The need to be understood drives all of us in our conversations. In all our little body movements and all that we signal on social media. We project our fond illusions in order to miraculously escape a direct confrontation with our truth. We seek to experience without experiencing and try to imbibe someone else’s articulation [...]
![[495] Life Is Not The Same](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/Richard-Powers.jpeg?fit=600%2C583&ssl=1)
I live a fictional life of self-examinationand an attempt to personify wind in my stepsFutile ends of euphoria and its eternal chaseTo forget the ends but remember the epiphaniesA glimpse of the flight about to endI remember to be unafraid of the fall this timeand focus on the journey from where I was to where [...]
![[492] Yesterday In Search For Tomorrow](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/491.jpeg?fit=720%2C972&ssl=1)
My words exist for another timeThey’re born with accumulated dustThey die with my first cryThey are trapped in reflection of all that I cannot createIt is adorned with jewelsof all that I cannot hearSkies become dimLands part in waitKings recognise their sacrificesQueens fly in their dreamsThe past I was never a part offeels more real [...]
![[491] Never Look Away](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/662cfeb7-5d39-4054-96b1-2d61f959e444.jpg?fit=720%2C900&ssl=1)
Tuned in to find beautyin all the discarded linesin all the perceived uglinessAll because she taught me that‘Everything that is true is beautiful’Manic fluency finds its expressionin the apparent rigidity of my wordsFree-flowing exuberance gets lostin the carefully chosen wordsThe movement of her unapologetic selfdemonstrates all I seem to lack ’Never look away’ she saidand [...]
![[490] A Talk with The Unconscious](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/Hermann-David-Salomon.jpeg?fit=720%2C1334&ssl=1)
Voices in my headwork behind the scenesConnectional severityA life stretched on synapsesI think to just forgeta vial of ecstasyAlive only in dreamsAs my light keeps flickeringFollow all the fireto the scene of the crimeSequences on a movie screenplays behind the sheathThe origin always evadesThe end is always seductiveA fall hides in the blinkingThe foreshadowing is [...]
![[489] Ship of Theseus](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/victor.jpeg?fit=720%2C415&ssl=1)
Stay here Don’t go back to there againThe rapture in the mind is real as real can be The mind expands when it lets go of nowand flows with the feelingOf flow itselfLet yourself forget the selfConnect to every epiphany you forgetDon’t bring it back to the world of timeBring eternity into the moment of [...]
![[487] Lessons Learned](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/487.png?fit=508%2C593&ssl=1)
All that remains is a folk tale misrememberedthe dust accumulated amidst the ruins of all that becameAll that survives is a feeling gone by in the form of a songof lyrical liesA knife isn’t as sharp as the silence tonightA fly on the wall is disturbed at its mightThe bird's eye view is a reminder [...]
