![[506] The Eternal Question(s)](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/11/img_5135.jpg?fit=720%2C473&ssl=1)
I lived in a vacuum without wordsa life without soul, a spiritual torture of sortsAn imaginary world without imaginationA physical whirlwind of confirming and conformingIt was an exile from my inner worlda detour to enhance the drive but I found nothing of value just a waning death dying This time the dark didn’t have controlneither [...]
![[505] Running Out of Time](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/10/surreal-rainbow.png?fit=720%2C720&ssl=1)
The time collector is hereto judge your internal livesand your meditations about love and its mysteries to keepthe jaded modern spirit aliveThe mountains echo withyour regrets, your facemelts as a volcanic spillageYou want to fall out of timebut the time collector is hereFragmented self and a lifefull of paradigm shifts The internal image of youis [...]
![[504] Where Art Thou, Muse?](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/10/img_4462.jpg?fit=720%2C870&ssl=1)
my muse, in exilebroken, without you hereIdealess, I lay in wakemy shadows, they fade awaymy muse, in exilecan I live, for another dayrekindle my passion, over pretensionsymbolic dreaming, over monochrome livingmy muse now sits with mean ocean of words floats upstreamI have no use of anxiety whenmy muse, she sits with me —- Art by [...]
![[503] We Are Who We Are](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/10/img_3875.jpg?fit=720%2C960&ssl=1)
A network of riversflowing into an oceanicblack hole information overloadThe tip of the iceberg is the opticsof trying to save the planetbut really destroying it because ofgreed, short sightedness andjust being human
![[502] The End of A Recurring End](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/10/502.jpeg?fit=720%2C941&ssl=1)
The world of me is still being bornStillborn ideas and a guilty bondMy tragedy is visible only to those whocome alive in thethe absenceof chaos while its cunning childrenwreck havoc in me with a smileI never live an ideal dayyet its hope kills me every dayI always wind up waiting for hereven if her wings [...]
![[501] Fade In](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/09/501.jpeg?fit=720%2C830&ssl=1)
Time will go on I will slip through its cracksHave premonitions to disobeyAn eternity to disarrayA calling to naturally delayI will lie under the starsYou will move onagape at my lack of mobilityaghast at my mood so bittersweetA constant abeyance to realityWe will disintegrateDismayed at our decayOur immortalisation in wordsare meant to fade awayWe are [...]
![[498] Hide From The World](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/09/Screenshot-2021-09-05-at-8.34.56-PM.png?fit=720%2C725&ssl=1)
Let me insideinto your raging purple dreamsMirrorless reveriesof your discreet little side you hideWalk me in when it isabout a rose petal about to fall about a moon crescent caughtin a slipstream of cloudsso you catch your breath inside your waning soulYou realise that the worldrealises youbut the mist hidesthe city you’re from and from [...]
![[497] Images of the Mind](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/09/img_3928-1.jpg?fit=683%2C449&ssl=1)
My internal images havebecome black holes andfractal shapes of the darkBare thoughts of bare bonesblocks all the weary soulsBut dawn comes to lift me upAnd the light finally sets me free in sleepThe dreary Sundays and evening hazea broken path and internal rageFading sense of self, state of flowWords that sow, images of an ideal [...]
![[496] The Knowing](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/496.jpeg?fit=709%2C936&ssl=1)
The need to be understood drives all of us in our conversations. In all our little body movements and all that we signal on social media. We project our fond illusions in order to miraculously escape a direct confrontation with our truth. We seek to experience without experiencing and try to imbibe someone else’s articulation [...]
![[495] Life Is Not The Same](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/Richard-Powers.jpeg?fit=600%2C583&ssl=1)
I live a fictional life of self-examinationand an attempt to personify wind in my stepsFutile ends of euphoria and its eternal chaseTo forget the ends but remember the epiphaniesA glimpse of the flight about to endI remember to be unafraid of the fall this timeand focus on the journey from where I was to where [...]
