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![[222] Letting Go](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2019/01/img_1725.jpg?w=720)
I’m at a point in my life where tedium has replaced ideas in my brain. The concept of time is just a construct and the passing of it as ignorant as my ignorant breaths. I lie in bed, fully awake in my physical form but half asleep mentally. The internal voices have died down into [...]
![[207] Looking Again](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/11/img_0213.jpg?w=720)
How do I start writing? How have I written until this point in time?These questions plague my mind that is numb. Feelings don’t come and stay, they are fleeting like the time that I lost. The confidence that I cherished until now is nowhere to be felt. Ideas do come in my head but they [...]
![[202] The Performance of an Artist](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/10/img_9713.jpg?w=480)
Nothing satisfies an artist. We are creatures who’ve got self-doubt running in our veins. Everywhere we go we remind ourselves of our inadequacy to be better/best. We hold our failures on a pedestal rather than letting our victories dance around our mind. Even to call ourselves artist only springs up an emotion of cringe in us. The myth [...]
![[189] Promote Your Blog](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/01/123.jpg?w=509)
It's September. The month of my birthday. Fall has begun but I'm reminded of my progress in blogging and how lovely it has been. The only consistency in my life. --- Also, you guys are free to comment here your blog links or one post that you'd like everyone to read. Let's make this a [...]
![[181] Mass Hysteria of Truth](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/08/181.jpg?w=720)
The loneliest thing in the world is to search for the truth in everything and anything. Ask any conscious artist the question, "what is good art?", and most of them will answer "it's the pursuit of truth". No one will ever say "it's when you get to the truth" because no one ever gets to [...]
![[176] How To Be Successful?](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/08/img_7440.jpg?w=720)
We're all excited in the story of the successful. The 1% that have achieved what they imagined. We deny ourselves thinking that we won't be a part of that 1%, so we don't listen to the other not so successful 99%. So now we don't know what not to do. Who tells the story of [...]
![[171] How To Find Balance in Life](https://rahulgaurblog.files.wordpress.com/2018/07/171.jpg?w=720)
Staying in your room for long hours helps you connect with your inner voice. You're finally able to identify why you aren't making some decisions and why you're making some. Decisions as trivial such as fully focussing on the TV show you're watching and denying yourself that decision by holding the phone in your hand [...]
