![[261] How To Begin Again](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/09/261.jpeg?fit=397%2C127&ssl=1)
You forget the process when you stay away from it long enough. The process of beginning again rusts to form resistance and you feel lost while trying to find the spark to discover fire again. There is the idea and then there is a journey you go through to reach that idea or let that [...]
![[141] Echoes of Silence](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/04/141.jpg?fit=450%2C450&ssl=1)
You left your memories To echo in this empty room Each corner of which hides the fragrance of your lilac breath The walls capture your heels when I held you by the waist It feels as if this is a riverbed of my insecurities This empty room It’s a result of avoidance of my pain [...]
![[140] Wasted Times](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/04/screen-shot-2018-04-24-at-12-34-01-pm.png?fit=720%2C450&ssl=1)
Stillness without contentment is just anxiety brooding. You can have the laziest day turn into a day of rest or it can turn into a day of sulking over your lack of productivity. Being holed up in a room and catching up with yourself can be tiring in an ironical way. Introspection takes effort and [...]
![[129] Mind As Summer](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/129-e1519707284526.jpg?fit=720%2C425&ssl=1)
My mind is summer now. Languid in its breathing of thoughts and idle in its progression of time. There is a blinding of the heat that is not surprising as it numbs the mind. Time & again it finds a shade of hope only to realise that it was an illusion of my own scorching [...]
![[127] Life: A Parody](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/whirlwind-lovers.jpg?fit=720%2C530&ssl=1)
Aren't we all just parodies of our true selves? Trying to feign reality but only becoming an amusement in return. We are always striving for the illusory knowledge of ourselves but all we find is an illusory illusion which breaks when we probe further. Where does the answer to the quest of our journey lie? [...]
![[61] Challenge: Quitting Social Media For A Month](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/08/6360249440152635341031380231_offline.jpg?fit=500%2C750&ssl=1)
The aim for any creative person is consistent productivity. And the roadblock that many are facing is constant interruption through their phones, social media addiction, procrastination watching cat videos or having anxiety because of news that has an indirect response to us. The roadblock to the roadblock i.e. the resistance to quit this interference is [...]
