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![[275] All Paintings are Self Portraits](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/12/275.jpeg?fit=389%2C129&ssl=1)
My free advice to you is falling on my deaf ears I project it all to you in hopes that I get myself to hear a cry for help and a life to live I walk in fear and paralyse my honest voice that screams in vacuum all the dreams unfulfilled I create behaviour over [...]
![[274] Let’s Talk About It](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/12/img_7645.jpg?fit=720%2C540&ssl=1)
I listen to you and go back to a time where I lived a simpler life Where your tales of grandeur were happening in the corner of my eye You describe all the sins to forget Morals that you trampled on Why does it then feel familiar? Am I seeing what I experienced more than [...]
![[271] Making of The Truth](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/img_7342.jpg?fit=720%2C649&ssl=1)
What pushes a person from knowing something to be true to believing something to be true? It's the journey between knowledge and feeling that knowledge. The gap between thinking and doing. To understand this is to know yourself. You are gradually learning the thinhs that shape you and you begin to create these surroundings by [...]
![[269] Lying To Myself](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/10/6b3d0670db42b3f8f9813bb1f27745c4-reading-books-book-art-e1506856902309.jpg?fit=595%2C523&ssl=1)
All that I’ve written previously are thoughts that I no longer remember, words that I didn’t act upon and feelings that I don’t relate to. Is all we are the thoughts that we hold then? Or are the ones I’m writing out now going to become a part of my subconscious soon? Will these thoughts [...]
![[261] How To Begin Again](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/09/261.jpeg?fit=397%2C127&ssl=1)
You forget the process when you stay away from it long enough. The process of beginning again rusts to form resistance and you feel lost while trying to find the spark to discover fire again. There is the idea and then there is a journey you go through to reach that idea or let that [...]
![[259] About Confidence](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/12/106-e1512981534893.jpg?fit=720%2C651&ssl=1)
Righteous rebels devouring fast food for knowledge Forming systematic methods of slow suicides by reading headlines as speeches by reading speeches as laws The excitement of a person also reveals their insecurities hidden behind their energies that dismiss the calm of their voice The louder the sound the fickle the idea behind the thought No [...]
![[258] Finding My Voice](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/08/257-3257044821-1566640852395.jpg?fit=720%2C395&ssl=1)
Empty threats to myself I'm thinking more and wondering less She is in love with the part of me I hate Let me be anywhere but the present Let me remove myself and erode the brittle past Solace in all the self-pity you seem to read and enjoy Dangling on a thread shaped like a [...]
![[256] Divine Envy](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/07/74238685-f2df-45f8-952a-69d4bd274833.jpg?fit=720%2C444&ssl=1)
Stealing the universe from God We live in divine envy We live in isolation from all the times we’ve died in our dreams Collecting rain in our umbrellas We walk away from our own self Like the darkness exists outside us And inside us is a star burning in glee The truth is rather strange [...]
![[255] Distractions of Today](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/07/253.jpg?fit=720%2C335&ssl=1)
Plague my mind with mysteries that offer no delight Call me out on all the ignorant vices I keep to keep my sense of self Attention deficit Distracted feelings Overwhelming Living I think of all the simple things that we're losing out I fall before I jump I speak before I think out loud to [...]
![[254] How To Be Happy: A Reminder](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/01/119-e1515869747422.jpg?fit=460%2C258&ssl=1)
Happiness is learning the difference between which thoughts to keep and which thoughts to let go It is to live less in imagination and to be more rooted in reality It is to be with someone else’s feelings To be helpful to them even when you’re not able to help yourself