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[337] Anticipatory Love
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Dissociation in style I walk on reflected clouds It’s a metaphorical living I wish I could live on the ground I always wander in the spaces Liminal places of the nether world where the shape of a snow is intact and the anticipation of a surprise still better than the surprise of you visiting where…
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[336] Turning A Blind Eye
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A lone soul cutting through the haze The clouds wait for their turn as thunder tries to catch the bird The city is lulled into a early dark sleep as you and I lay entangled watching nature’s hunt for the hunter from our rose tinted windows and a head full of oxytocin while someone fights…
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[329] In Limbo
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All my words speak the same tale A guilty world the feeling of shame Stuck in my ways with fading solutions To come here again is what you call fate Healing away to fall again wisdom only seems to fog my mind Am I Sampati or Sisyphus? depends on the way I choose to live…
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[328] The Heart Remembers Nothing
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If I could tell you what I think I would be so free or so I think I want to be you, I and everyone else at the same time I chase everything elusive like the hope of us getting back together All mired in confusion and in the gloom of failed magic You’re a part of my being but I can’t seem to recall you entirely like a book that you can’t remember you read but the feeling it gave still carries along I remember you like clouds that drizzled…
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[327] The Test of Dawn
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I give in to the dark of sleep before it’s sunless outside Self preservation of the highest order so I don’t burn away and can rather fade into a dreamland where I commit mistakes Where I live without the sword of perfection dangling over like it’s judgement day I wake up before the sun…
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[321] Together, we’re alone
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Similar lives meet to form bonds and a connection to last ages or so it felt like back then Now you sleep at a different time unable to pick up my calls while my inner landscape and its tectonic plates collide to form volcanoes of panic All I’m left with is a remembrance of you saying…
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[303] Parallels & Beyond
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Circle me metronome Do you remember who you were before the end? Were you too quiet that you couldn’t live? or were you so loud that your scream circled the earth five times to break the eardrums of many and the sanity of all Who do we want to be after it ends? Will we…
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[300] How To Control Anger
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I looked in my heart to understand what caused me pain What right do I hold to cause the same pain to break the gentleness of another I looked inside my heart to understand how we burn the earth how strange is it for us to call the people who live here as cold when…
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[299] Birth & Death
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All i am is an inspiration inspired by the jotting down of the memory of another being who lived someone else’s ideas Ideas that came by wonder or as wrongly presumed by divine intervention I’m far removed from reality For reality is wonderment Reality is dismantling the narrative in my head that is shaping my…
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[297] Breathe In
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The clouds have seen it allin all their shapes and formsThey hide constellations from your eyesjust so you can fall asleep on your ownAs you lay next to the warmth of yourburning chimney cloudsAs we see up aboveWe forget where we areand fade into a tunnel of timeIt’s either a daze of yesterdayor the promise…
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[295] Back To My Ways
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I go ahead by looking back Blurry visions and faded people Parking all my dreams in the solace of what makes them A suppressed life Vivid lies come back to block all the honesty i learned to build as i wait for the sweeping fog to go and take away the clutter for just once…
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[294] within & without
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(within) I repeat what’s in my mind to confirm the horror in reality and for you to delude me back to the night I walk alongside spaces and run for another mile I crawl back into loops as you jump in joy while you sail and tell me to change my mind (without) The water’s…
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[292] Death of a Stranger
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Embers falling from a dark sky I can’t find your remains in my head Fading away through the sins i gulp A distant dream i never share I can meet you someday when you come back to me like a seizure You’re the waking after fainting Blobs of people I can’t recognise They’re standing over…
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[291] Thrice I’ve Tried To Forget
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A happy day is a happy accident where beliefs don’t break and the sun doesn’t chase you don’t find yourself stuck in your ways It’s the time of your life Clouds seem to rain They don’t seem to hold on to shade There is an end in place The mind is your friend it says…
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[290] Always Still Dreaming
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The lake ceased in its darkness until the buildings swayed in rainbows A dance of colours like an incessant candle The flags happen to confirm wind’s existence With this in front of me Why am I still in my head?