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[427] The Song of Falling Leaves
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Standing under autumn My mind feels like a silhouette of my spring I look around to find rotten apples that preceded the blooming ecstasy we call mankind Find me where you left me I’m quiet, my thoughts don’t speak A nightingale keeps me company in all my nightmares that I breathe until they plunge…
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[393] Under The Spell
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Blurry shadows My past haunts I’m feeling worst for the last time Feeling the present for the past nowI learn it all to pass outEpiphanies lost to the morning of patterns and a sunlightIt snows downon yesterday Am I in a dream or a void now?I forget it all into the white Heaven tastes like…
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[362] No Nightmares/Over Now
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Amnesiac resolve to count the stars every nightTo wish her good morning every dayHer gifted cardigan fadesThe passionate red turns intoa lifeless citrus orange The space between us mirrors the expansion of the universeHer last attempt at reconciliationhaving an inverse effect on it allWe finally dream with no nightmares andlie down in ignorance ofthe death of a…
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[361] The Burning Courage
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My scattered self picks up pieces from everyone around in hopes to form a whole I hold a handful of childhood dreams fading from my memory Glimpses of a smile that i failed to bring in reality How do i become whole when my adamantine fear drives me to static safety How do i break…
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[352] A Beautiful Smile
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Self-diagnosed with no self-confidenceI indulge in the breaking of my mind Compliments fall on my Van Gogh ear I reach my home to finally find my city on fire ‘Do you have any last words?’ the fire asksAnd the words on the threshold swallow up my tongue I had prepared a speech for all my…
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[346] The Fourth State of Living
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All my biases and patterns point me to a living without ordeal A seamless painless life full of living 10 years in the blink of an eye but when I wake from my sleeping stateI realise regret creeping in I observe guilt of a life gone to wastejust because I stopped seeing when my eyes…
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[332] Futile Chase of A Sunrise
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Things didn’t make sense for her like a gnawing feeling inside her to open a bookstore in the desert, the pinnacle of solitude Like we squandered an opportunity by not having books in the middle of it Who could have thought of this but her The one who wakes up when the…
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[326] Before I’m Gone
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Look closely Usually, I say nothing meaningful at all What I say in what I write should be of no consequence to you but you can choose to listen to the things unsaid Listen to where your mind takes you when you read about my lonely night Look around you and see the world change…
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[320] War of Life
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Preaching honesty in vain Everyone has already made up their minds Shapeless phantoms impersonate bankrupt souls The will to look ahead corrupts the need to look inside Imagination summons for meaning in the form of a story As I write a letter to no one at all It reaches on the shore of an apocalyptic…
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[318] Seeing Past Each Other
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Ashes descend on a snowy field The explosion of the sun is underway The cold heat stings in an unusual rhythm The cursed air howls for some breeze Daydreaming doom has effects on your emotional internal life You feel before you imagine You imagine before you live Preparation for the worst An escape from the…
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[317] Autumn Apocalypse
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My mind fills up like a balloon Just a pin drop away to burst The rebellion doesn’t bloom when the ruckus is confined inside Wilting away like roses for the dead The silence of a graveyard is the acceptance of death It’s the will to not live when the stars get upset Where do you…
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[316] Imminent Amnesia
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Keeping out the sun Shadows are not welcomed here on the dark side of the moon Befriend nothingness and call upon the void Delirious normalcy a luminous explosion in the wild Woke up in a liminal space with a tired set of eyes I woke up to a sleepy world Supernova of a flower child
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[311] Getting What I Seek
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Needless destiny and a need for intervals To pause feeling this way cracks about to split open I lie awake tired unable to sleep A worthless life at the hook of every sentence and an unfulfilled potential waiting beyond every full stop.
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[307] To New Beginnings
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I am beginningless quite like the universe in which we reside I can’t recall my first word I can’t remember my first walk I can’t remember my first cry unless it’s in the form of my parent’s memory of it It’s all inference with no perceptive truth like we reminisce about the universe to familiarise…

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