![[307] To New Beginnings](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/04/307-3197571367-1587958269133.jpg?fit=720%2C480&ssl=1)
I am beginningless quite like the universe in which we reside I can’t recall my first word I can’t remember my first walk I can’t remember my first cry unless it’s in the form of my parent's memory of it It’s all inference with no perceptive truth like we reminisce about the universe to familiarise [...]
![[305] And It Rained All Night](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/04/305.jpg?fit=720%2C480&ssl=1)
It’s hard to turn realisations into habits Even harder to let go of the old ones when they’re as familiar to you as insomnia is to the night The sound of people sleeping or the lack of it is somewhat soothing to your peace of mind but sometimes it disrupts exactly that As in the [...]
![[161] One of Those Times](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/06/162.jpg?fit=600%2C425&ssl=1)
I'm on the edge of fading Lack of self-control in your eyes is raging The honesty is no longer hidden The silence is brutal but the end of it will be killing us We're trapped in a polaroid image Swapped each other out from a digital pillage We'll think of saying sweet nothings to each [...]
![[52] Maximising Misery](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/06/disquiet.jpg?fit=497%2C750&ssl=1)
Today the feeling in the air is of lucidity. I am served my emotions on a platter tonight. A knife is laid down on my side to either cut myself open and venture into the unknown yet important or just let these suicidal thoughts rust into oblivion. A choice between self-knowledge and happiness I am [...]
