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![[259] About Confidence](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/12/106-e1512981534893.jpg?fit=720%2C651&ssl=1)
Righteous rebels devouring fast food for knowledge Forming systematic methods of slow suicides by reading headlines as speeches by reading speeches as laws The excitement of a person also reveals their insecurities hidden behind their energies that dismiss the calm of their voice The louder the sound the fickle the idea behind the thought No [...]
![[110] Forgetful Dance](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/12/110-e1513521626958.jpg?fit=561%2C370&ssl=1)
bit by bit my skin wears off To see your true colours has been harrowing for my bones they demand a sight coupled with denial My body resists its shedding as your words slice it again & again bit by bit melting away like the resolve i had for you when you met me besides the [...]
![[104] A Story With No Ending](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/11/104.jpg?fit=720%2C457&ssl=1)
The anguish your lips make me feel defeat the constant melancholy I feel For they don't touch my lips nor they open for my ears They stay put Opening only to close breathing only to swallow words back while my mind conjures what you didn't say and twisting what you didn't mean Alas, I am a [...]
![[92] The Man Who Knew Nothing](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/10/the-most-beautiful-video-games-inspired-by-famous-artists-211-body-image-1443179777-size_1000-e1509164887776.jpg?fit=720%2C317&ssl=1)
The pressure that consistently thinking about something provides, drains us. It is a type of sickness that never leaves the over-thinker. To relieve ourselves of that pressure, we look for a solution, which is to think nothing. Your solution gives you another problem. To think nothing, you think of thinking nothing. But you didn’t brace [...]
![[86] Travel and Writing.](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/10/travel-hypocrisy.jpeg?fit=720%2C720&ssl=1)
To travel is losing oneself in an environment quite larger than you. You realise how small you are in the grand scheme of things. That you still have a long way to go and that your way is paved with unfamiliar faces racing past you in a whisker. To travel is to find no time [...]
![[74] Rambling About A Change.](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/08/image_01-1.jpg?fit=720%2C433&ssl=1)
The urge to write has never been there in me. I looked at writing regularly as something that every writer has to do to reach a level where they are fooled into believing that what they write is decent. Today, I feel an urge to write. It's quite a new experience given my love-hate relationship [...]
![[72] The Woman You Knew](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/09/aubrey.jpg?fit=595%2C436&ssl=1)
Her existence demands a myth that writes itself. Her gaze, an invention of beauty in the eyes of who can view A haze that shies away when she arrives I lie to myself an unfamiliar dream But she's not a dream but its shadow An eerie mirage of blues mixed with wines I can't pronounce She [...]
![[71] The Dinosaur Poem.](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/09/salvador.jpg?fit=640%2C454&ssl=1)
Fear of the unknown unsettles the clarity I was happily settled in The unsettling turns into a grim excitement as ego burns the fear away into a galaxy unknown. I embark. They appear, towering 20 feet above the trees Resilient, sturdy legs and a roar that deafens even silence In hope for an unknown galaxy, [...]
![[67] Fullness of a void](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/08/art-dark-eyes-fashion-favim-com-1000376.jpg?fit=215%2C185&ssl=1)
She lies beside me in a wakeful slumber Gulping down the dose of not speaking secrets she hides To watch her eyes, I am reminded of the colours of the space The lesson they provide: to not go beyond what you've been given The reason why she tells me not to look in her eyes. [...]
![[66] Writing Exercise: “In A Regretful Room”](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/08/20000-days-on-earth-2014-002-nick-cage-behind-desk-looking-to-camera_1000x750.jpg?fit=720%2C540&ssl=1)
Where am I? An 8x10 square room with a feeling of no air. White walls with dirt marks caused by the edge of my dirty feet mirroring an eeriness inside my mind. The bright white light blinds me for a millisecond and then I see again. A table of inferior quality stands on its four [...]