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[213] The Tale of an Imposter Part 2

December 4, 2018by Rahul Gaur1 Comment

All that i’ve felt I can’t really say All that i’ll feel hides in my mind So what i really say is just what you feel and my words acting as a vessel for our beings Memories blocked out Lost in a haze of clouds I don’t feel like coming down I imitate the one [...]

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[211] You’re All I Know

November 30, 2018November 30, 2018by Rahul Gaur6 Comments

Your paint has spilled all over my words I don’t know what to do delay your love for me I don’t know what to doI could probably write about better things but i seem to fall back to you You seem to be lost trying to find your wandering smile I’ve been trying to do [...]

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[210] Past vs Present

November 28, 2018by Rahul Gaur7 Comments

For all i learn everyday I forget a little in return Vivid memories fail to rise when new experiences fight The ones that stay hide behind return to knock me down on the darkest days when they can step out in the familiarity of yesterday

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[209] beautiful things don’t ask for attention

November 26, 2018November 26, 2018by Rahul Gaur13 Comments

Distorted voices play in reverse The sound of my waking comes in the form of a storm outside Is it morning or is it night? I can’t figure it out My brain’s got me pinned down Disorientation of my waking extends throughout the day and melts into the night of my irregular beating heart Who [...]

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[207] Looking Again

November 21, 2018November 21, 2018by Rahul Gaur19 Comments

How do I start writing? How have I written until this point in time?These questions plague my mind that is numb. Feelings don’t come and stay, they are fleeting like the time that I lost. The confidence that I cherished until now is nowhere to be felt. Ideas do come in my head but they [...]

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[205] Last Attempt

October 23, 2018October 23, 2018by Rahul GaurLeave a Comment

Uncanny valleys of little sense Where everything feels not real at all You are at the far end of my regret I’ll be quite near to your regret in a while Wilted leaves fall out of time I try to revolve to maintain our orbits But you’re going astray into another galaxy Far away new [...]

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[204] Knock Knock

October 21, 2018October 21, 2018by Rahul Gaur8 Comments

The dreams deceive the reality that the morning light confirms Who would have thought that the light meeting the dark would be the reason of my demise In the morning I weigh a lot more in my mind Everything is a reminder of you and the red sunlight in my eyes makes me think of [...]