![[468] The Beginnings That Never Begin](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/468-1.jpeg?fit=720%2C1012&ssl=1)
Light trapped in the shadowor you in my mindMy mind stutterswhen it falls in loveSevered connection with my soulReality shapeshifts resembling autumn leaves in springMy feelings for youare found underwaterdrowning under the weightof my inflated egoYour spell doesn’t workin a magic less placeA silent escape the only thought in my mindWho would have thoughtsilence breaks [...]
![[467] Where Hope Goes](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/4672.jpeg?fit=720%2C405&ssl=1)
(You)The more you know someonethe more you find yourself in themIf they’re ahead in their path their past truth will kill your present hopebut also offer you an opportunityin the form of a setback all to reach your future fasterOne step back two steps forward(Become)We start from zero and then we change History repeats andwe [...]
![[465] How To Become Limitless](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/464.jpeg?fit=718%2C1077&ssl=1)
Neither here nor here I find myself in the middle of my somewhere orto the left of your nowhereI colour the continuums of all of our paradoxical extremesand sink into complexity failing to understand the many versions of meTime rusts and comes to a crawlwhen we age with the dust of our landKind souls offer [...]
![[464] Weather The Storm](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/463.jpeg?fit=720%2C900&ssl=1)
Lonesome connections Surviving predilections Realisations of the source of my waning willpowerThe mind begets peacewhen the body begets pain The circle is fulfilled with the end calling for a new beginningBustling connections of the self-aware plightIgnored truth alwaysfinds a way to shine When words become means to divert our attention Just know that we have [...]
![[463] We Breathe Underwater](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/Screenshot-2021-06-03-at-1.37.33-PM-e1622707945346.png?fit=720%2C411&ssl=1)
Curiosity to see if jealousy persistsIf we’re really talking truthyou wanted to see if our love really persistsMy stoic statue emotions do not work with youIf I really had the chanceI’d let you know of tidal wave emotionsthat you can bring to me andI can bring to youI realise your hidden mysteriesa reread of Thoreau [...]
![[453] A Reminder For Living](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/453.jpeg?fit=720%2C484&ssl=1)
Above all choose tranquillitywhen the rut is a quicksandAbove all choose chaos when all is already lostBeneath it all, you’ll find the truthOn the side of truth, you’ll find youCarry wisdom in your angerSearch for light in your darknessThe shadow awaits you dailythe stars dance in their past gloryPart ways with your insecuritiesShed the skin [...]
![[452] The Road To Recovery](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/452.jpeg?fit=720%2C468&ssl=1)
Make me believe in ecstasy I am tired of not being seen in anything other than miseryShow me the magic you see every daySo I can see things I can’t perceiveI want to be able to wantand find a passion to burn,a wind to blow and a storm to fallRare words to fall back onInterventions [...]
![[451] The Nostalgic Illness](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/simon-quaglio.jpeg?fit=720%2C540&ssl=1)
Disappearing dreams on the edgesof fluttering rotting pages under nimbus cloudsNostradamus rains all his telic propheciesof lost potential when the mind is illCan you try understanding simplicityin all its puzzling complexity ordoes the mind need a substance for it cannot articulate its own diseaseMeditative care or empathyand the presence of mind I am present here [...]
![[450] The Grateful Undead](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/450.jpeg?fit=720%2C967&ssl=1)
Chronic illness of dancing starsSupernova tirednessfinds us detached from lifeStorms scare the little resolve of the undeadDisconcerted efforts all to keep insanity at bayDrained of whiteI discover a new vocabularythat survival teachesto the ones left alive Painting by Frank Kelly Freas
![[449] The Ages of Man](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/04/449-e1619799129889.jpeg?fit=706%2C744&ssl=1)
Every way that anyonehas tried to show me always ended up in a cul de sac Feverish intensitiesBurnt out cavalryEmotional fallaciesI retrace my stepstake a left from the bush of ignoranceand a right from whenever I felt right Pride can lead to vanity and I neededto reach a zone outside of my comfortThe haven of [...]
