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![[244] Begin Again](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/06/img_4369.jpg?fit=720%2C443&ssl=1)
The fear starts with me turning into a manifestation of grief It grows into the zeitgeist of the decade electing puppets that know how to let it serve them The panic starts with me turning into a pilgrim of atheists who journey towards confusion which becomes a weapon for the headstrong mob The trust starts [...]
![[77] Living In Extremes.](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/09/3de7b48530f4da57535ef378eaed15f9-dali-inspiring-art.jpg?fit=425%2C370&ssl=1)
I live in the extremes of life. Even though it can be said that the closer we are to the extremes, the further we are from life. In a sense, extremes are a veiled longing for death. Extremes for an artist is to persevere and finish the project she/he's been working at for months. But [...]
![[63] Social Media Detox Day 2 – Day 10](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/08/6360249440152635341031380231_offline.jpg?fit=500%2C750&ssl=1)
Confusion. Bewilderment. Brink of insanity. Web of lies. Complications. These words describe the situations I've been in before I left Social Media. Getting immersed in a scroll fest of unnecessary information that fed tiredness to my brain was the schedule whenever I had free time. The Changes During day 2 to day 5 whenever I [...]
![[62] Social Media Detox: Day 1](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/08/norwegian_wood_by_land_walker-d8y5dn4.png?fit=720%2C1067&ssl=1)
Living inside ideas of another men and women is what we have been doing since the dawn of man. Novels, movies, stories, even the social constructs are us living in an idea of another men and women. It seems perfect and quaint until we start questioning it because some ideas are faded in their authenticity [...]
The aim for any creative person is consistent productivity. And the roadblock that many are facing is constant interruption through their phones, social media addiction, procrastination watching cat videos or having anxiety because of news that has an indirect response to us. The roadblock to the roadblock i.e. the resistance to quit this interference is [...]
![[46] Write Like You Talk Or Talk Like You Write?](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/05/write.jpg?fit=720%2C540&ssl=1)
Write like you talk or Talk like you write? which is better? intuitive thoughts or a consciousness that exhausts the mind. Words are used to bleed the world with an implosion of confusion. Caused by a fusion of overthinking and not being able to think at all. Now if I just change the gears and [...]
![[43] Do I Still Have Time?](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/05/bc0ce27fd79eef36e9e2ebf40cbf6b51.jpg?fit=660%2C821&ssl=1)
She didn't react to my behaviour. Nor did she express any contempt. But all I could hear in her footsteps and the saintly silence with which she worked, all I could hear was reaction and contempt. I am a child of my mother. My age is 22, and I have no job. Not because I [...]
![[28] Gravity Is Working Against Me.](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/01/whatsapp-image-2017-01-15-at-7-17-30-pm-e1489041519157.jpeg?fit=720%2C690&ssl=1)
"The Apollo program was a fraudulent NASA spaceflight endeavour which allegedly landed the first men on the moon." said the head of the Flat Earth Society who sat next to me on the frisbee pendulum ride. It was an unusual choice of an interview setting but he wanted to prove a point. While the others [...]