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[531] As She Fades
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When I am standing on the edge Revelling at the vista, which the mist blurs I forget the lovely image, hers, asShe fades… fades… fades awayOver me, joy has taken me in its veilMore a creature of this world And one less angel on the earthI want nothing more, nothing lessWhen I am standing on…
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[527] Forgetfulness of Individuality
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I dwell in the forgetfulness of my cosmic natureA spectacle unfolds, for all to witness.The gradual implosion of my beingFlowing state, now a distant memory,Lost, drifting in the vast ether ever-expanding I seek to learn about myself from another’s thoughtsTheir emotions, feelings, and situationswhen I could cultivate my own gardenand let my kindness sprout against…
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[526] For The Last Time
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my tiny impulsescarry me to the distant pastcarry me to the near futurebut never fully present you areinvisible to me different livesdivergent universewhy does it still feelyou know me better my tiny impulsescarry me to you my growth in the nightwhere is your sunlight?faith in synchronicityfate seems destinedto make me forget youto make me forgetful…
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[509] Solving The Puzzle
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Puzzles of a storychurning in my soulThe medium stays runningWhere do I find the source?Painful to live in the pastSo the future is where I resideThe makings of a storyrustier every nightSunbeams on my eyesI wake up to tonightA blank slate of calm for a whileThen the while simply diesTroubles of the heart take time…
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[508] Puzzles of the Mind
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An eternity without words or lives without eternitysentences without meaningno centre within or withoutIn shadows, haunting of the pastIn light, shimmering of the futureI find myself in extremesof inability to understand or being able to understand it allPeople move on but I stayTimes change but I am the sameThe expression has quietened The words have…
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[486] Eyes Desire – My Latest Short Film
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Hey fellow WordPress bloggers, I’ve been here for around 4 years and found the best of people here. You guys have helped me gain self-confidence through your comments and feedback on my writing. Having this community has been the highlight of my life. As you all might have known that my short film was coming…
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[181] Mass Hysteria of Truth
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The loneliest thing in the world is to search for the truth in everything and anything. Ask any conscious artist the question, “what is good art?”, and most of them will answer “it’s the pursuit of truth”. No one will ever say “it’s when you get to the truth” because no one ever gets to…
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[156] Unlearning From My Mistakes
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Begin. Aimlessness. It’s a feeling we all feel at some point in our life, for some it is most of the time. It can range from being aimless about our career choices, our spirituality, about what to eat when you’re sitting in a restaurant with the waiter holding the pen and also his attention towards…
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[144] Rebel With A Cause
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We are told that “don’t upset the system” “don’t be a rebel and lose your mind”. The reason? The functioning of the system is crucial for miscreants to survive. To not politicise art is just another way of submitting to the pressure of not being seen as a rebel. As the word, ‘rebel’ has a…
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[144] Rebel With A Cause
We are told that “don’t upset the system” “don’t be a rebel and lose your mind”. The reason? The functioning of the system is crucial for miscreants to survive. To not politicise art is just another way of submitting to the pressure of not being seen as a rebel. As the word, ‘rebel’ has a…
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[140] Wasted Times
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Stillness without contentment is just anxiety brooding. You can have the laziest day turn into a day of rest or it can turn into a day of sulking over your lack of productivity. Being holed up in a room and catching up with yourself can be tiring in an ironical way. Introspection takes effort and…
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[129] Mind As Summer
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My mind is summer now. Languid in its breathing of thoughts and idle in its progression of time. There is a blinding of the heat that is not surprising as it numbs the mind. Time & again it finds a shade of hope only to realise that it was an illusion of my own scorching…
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[120] The Glory of Silence
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There’s both glory and doom in knowing yourself. The glory is that self-awareness helps you to not make mistakes. The doom is that you still make mistakes and you are self-aware about it. You suffer. You feel like your suffering knows no bound. No one’s suffering can compare with yours. But then you listen to…
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[119] Wake Up – My Micro Short Film
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Hey fellow WordPress bloggers, I’ve been here for a year and found the best of people here. You guys have helped me gain self-confidence through your comments and feedback on my writing. Having this community has been the highlights of 2017. Other than a writer, I am a filmmaker and I have made this 3-minute-film…
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[107] Persona Of A Writer
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All of our thoughts, ideas, ideologies and viewpoints are not real or at least, not our own. All of these are things that sound admirable/respectable. These are things that we steal from films, books and other personalities to form our own. Just because we think we understand these ideas and have no logical argument against…