I fed the fireplace until it learned my name
and what was left called itself free
I searched for truth in every conversation
but found only the weight of my own listening
my ears rang with every falsity I’d heard
until silence became the only tongue I trusted
but even silence has an expiry date
and solitude began knocking from within
I opened the door and a storm raged in
it wore my face and called me stranger
I welcomed him to the house I’d emptied
he knew each crack by name before I did
how was I a stranger if he knew every corner I’ve cried in
because knowing is not the same as staying
staying means presence even when the rooms are empty
but to be present in an empty room meant turmoil
and turmoil was the first honest guest I’d had
it made me aware of all that I denied
the shadows I once named as shelter, the love I called burden
who knew that at the end of their acceptance
I would finally be the one who knocks
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Will definitely follow back there!
