
To not exist
only in the eyes of others
but only in my own
as a manifestation of confidence
unlike what the world wants of me
A bundle of chaos that tries to
undo himself for the
amusement of others
All I was, All I will, All I am
is a lasting invisible radiance of
the few times you’ve possessed control
in your life
on the night when they kept their arms on the table
and I’m up avoiding their remaining bullets
of self-hatred that wants me to
get back into that
zone of discomfort and
utter hopelessness
with myself
Now
all I feel is pride
I’m I
No shaking this belief
This is my last
disguise
Beautiful and deep words of the last disguise. The disguise has to be totally wiped out to realize who you really are.
Beautiful and how well you expressed the feelings with deep meaning
❤
Thankyou ❤️