![[379] Two Roads Diverged in a Snowy Desert](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/12/a-view-of-the-milky-way.jpg?fit=720%2C531&ssl=1)
The making of toxic memoirs asI find myself driving to you Unable to find common ground I try to recall lively talks that used to be ours but the song that plays on the radiooverwrites all our static memories awayThe further I drive The less I seek you The more that I think The closer [...]
![[378] The Answers Lie Here](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/08/181.jpg?fit=720%2C720&ssl=1)
How much weight do I carry all the way to my craniumall the weight of the worlds’ pretence losing my way in my headTaking it all so seriouslyto believe that a poem needs structurethat it needs rhyme to stay sanewhen it all really needs is emotionand an intuition to guide itAll it needs is a [...]
![[377] Lessons That Need Repeating](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/12/love-dark.jpg?fit=720%2C892&ssl=1)
Never thought I’d be back here The familiar mistake like lighting up cigarettes Learning to forget Committing only to let goI burn up all our memories in vain to let the pain goEvasive clarity the epitome of cyclical timePretension masked as profundity I let history repeatLost epiphanies to laziness of not writing it down so [...]
![[376] The Ghosts We Meet In Dreams](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/12/universe.jpg?fit=720%2C433&ssl=1)
The ever knowing blissfollows without me knowing Stuck inside a distraction economy Flailing democracies Corruption of the soul Failing to find peace in the destruction of harmonyI turn inwards to find wisdom that I know nothing The layers shed The skin toughens Asking ghosts in my dreams Do they know the ever knowing bliss?Apparitions appear [...]
![[375] Lost in a Daze](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/12/time-e1607311546163.jpg?fit=720%2C477&ssl=1)
Things you try to replace take the shape of the unrecognised but they arrive back deceitfully Like a cyclone arrives in the wind lamenting the past furiously Singing praises of crimes Faltering steps you take to hide your life of yesterdayDust finds its way to pass time but you forget that the past hibernateseven if [...]
![[374] Infinite Jest of Living](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/11/transcend.jpg?fit=640%2C800&ssl=1)
It’s the end of the worldI’m screaming to no one at allA lonely death of a lonely mind finding peace in its plightCaressing regrets of our timesSleeping with kindness at nightOh it’s the end of the worldEmpires of kings and queens flashes of a dynastyKillings of a hundred languagesExtinct animals used to practice Lying under [...]
![[373] Muses of The Other World](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/11/muse.jpg?fit=650%2C716&ssl=1)
Make me believe in you I walk on a tightrope of faith andlosing belief All my thoughts are untrue All my decisions motivated by another step I fail to take It’s been a while since we met on the page You’ve been leading me to bliss Blindly following you, I smile alongCorrupt minds, fiery tongues [...]
![[372] Know Yourself, Know Others](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/11/Morris-Scott-Dollens.jpg?fit=534%2C700&ssl=1)
How many times have you observed people in their private spaces alone and being their honest selves? There’s an ease or a disquiet consuming the way their body moves We’ve probably only watched ourselves in those private moments and we know how different we would behave if there was another person amidst our environment so [...]
![[371] Fire in My Eyes](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/346.jpg?fit=600%2C400&ssl=1)
My daily life is mostly a dazeInvolved in living the next momentTaking part in the uselessness of scrollingJust to be away from living in my headBut there comes this moment in the dayWhere everything is sky blue clearAnd it arrives like the everyday morning sunwhere I forget apathy, pity, validation, distractionand I am overcome by [...]
![[370] How to Walk on Water](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/07/img_4713.jpg?fit=479%2C640&ssl=1)
Dementia of lightsDarkness makes it wayI carry my plight whereverI have been tonightPremonitions of Cassandraand my life is clear as the sunI know every step I have to taketo be able to walk on waterGlaring crescent sunA brain fog on the waySomething feels amissBut I forget it anywayI venture into the seaI do not know [...]
