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![[279] Past, Present & Future](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/12/279.jpg?fit=720%2C455&ssl=1)
Living off of premonitions Surviving off of doomed predictions Can you change your fate as all your peers fail to prove you wrong Can you become something that you’ve never seen? I never realised that the aftermath is not my future I never realised the empathy for some is exclusion I’ve never seen the potential [...]
![[278] Us & Them](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/12/img_7904.jpg?fit=720%2C404&ssl=1)
For all that i'm lacking in You seem to carry it Should I be attracted? My intuition is still deciding Nowadays I delay decisions I delay emotions to get inside a feeling Lenses of right and wrong have overtaken any given moment In this age of misinformation I’ve started trusting myself a lot less than [...]
![[277] Understanding Your Silence](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/11/kimi-no-na-wa-header-e1509808673832.png?fit=720%2C223&ssl=1)
In the city of depression that sells distraction in the night I catch you staring at the ceiling of a club to disguise the mood you found yourself in tonight The music blares above my crackled call for attention A faint breaking voice breaks through the cacophony You look like you’ve heard the sound of [...]
![[276] Closedown](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/12/img_7877.jpg?fit=720%2C856&ssl=1)
Disintegration of all the patience that i’ve been building for myself It just takes one night to relive all the plight that i’ve been slowly meaning to forget It’s not a physical ailment and people only believe in what they see It’s not an exaggeration but even i’ve never seen what i've believed in Climate [...]
![[275] All Paintings are Self Portraits](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/12/275.jpeg?fit=389%2C129&ssl=1)
My free advice to you is falling on my deaf ears I project it all to you in hopes that I get myself to hear a cry for help and a life to live I walk in fear and paralyse my honest voice that screams in vacuum all the dreams unfulfilled I create behaviour over [...]
![[274] Let’s Talk About It](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/12/img_7645.jpg?fit=720%2C540&ssl=1)
I listen to you and go back to a time where I lived a simpler life Where your tales of grandeur were happening in the corner of my eye You describe all the sins to forget Morals that you trampled on Why does it then feel familiar? Am I seeing what I experienced more than [...]
![[273] Breathing Yesterday’s Air](https://i2.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/img_7458.jpg?fit=720%2C615&ssl=1)
The age of excess and the diminishing impact of the pains of our glory and the learnings of a failure Every lesson swept under the rug that is hidden under my cerebrum which is rusting in the shame for all that I couldn’t learn and all that I couldn’t tell you in time Whenever I [...]
![[272] About Past Love](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/271.jpg?fit=720%2C306&ssl=1)
A rusted bench on a worn out boat It takes up all my attention as it’s holding all of you that i’m holding all in me Waves gush on the boat We land on our head We bleed away our minds We die inside time Carry me over to where you reside where the old [...]
![[270] Dreaming Reality Checks](https://i0.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/270.jpeg?fit=720%2C431&ssl=1)
The passing of my sleep signal a doom of my dreams where I watch all that I think I needed linking it with the edge of reality Of lost paths, I could have taken to happiness Of the ways, that I could not fear less It arrives to me like a bohemian sensation Light in [...]
![[268] Communication](https://i1.wp.com/rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/55ffc837-eaf5-4588-9779-c159a896bf20.jpg?fit=720%2C540&ssl=1)
I mix up silence for aggression Fighting you in imaginary wars Where do you find your words usually? It seems you’ve lost your way Your answer comes as a bitter understanding “Feelings turn into half thoughts Words impure them usually Sentences jumble the feeling i felt that i’ve lost since you’ve come in my way”