Tag: blogging
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[207] Looking Again
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How do I start writing? How have I written until this point in time? These questions plague my mind that is numb. Feelings don’t come and stay, they are fleeting like the time that I lost. The confidence that I cherished until now is nowhere to be felt. Ideas do come in my head but…
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[206] on a hiatus
![[206] on a hiatus](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/10/img_7598.jpg?w=1024)
I don’t think I have it in me to write any longer. Until I can, goodbye. Hope you guys will take care. Will come back. Just don’t know when.
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[205] Last Attempt
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Uncanny valleys of little sense Where everything feels not real at all You are at the far end of my regret I’ll be quite near to your regret in a while Wilted leaves fall out of time I try to revolve to maintain our orbits But you’re going astray into another galaxy Far away new…
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[204] Knock Knock
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The dreams deceive the reality that the morning light confirms Who would have thought that the light meeting the dark would be the reason of my demise In the morning I weigh a lot more in my mind Everything is a reminder of you and the red sunlight in my eyes makes me think of…
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[203] Wear Your Best Dress
![[203] Wear Your Best Dress](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/10/screen-shot-2018-02-28-at-4-24-40-pm.png?w=1024)
free my mind of these thoughts that seem to haunt my living call upon the angel at dark only so she can deny helping me and I can finally let these thoughts in and destroy me from inside and implode into little pieces of dust that you have in your eyes when you wake up…
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[202] The Performance of an Artist
![[202] The Performance of an Artist](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/10/img_9713.jpg?w=480)
Nothing satisfies an artist. We are creatures who’ve got self-doubt running in our veins. Everywhere we go we remind ourselves of our inadequacy to be better/best. We hold our failures on a pedestal rather than letting our victories dance around our mind. Even to call ourselves artist only springs up an emotion of cringe in us. The myth…
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[201] Moon River
![[201] Moon River](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/10/img_9472.jpg?w=1024)
I try to find you in a song that plays A melancholic melody of a piano player Your shadow of a smile doesn’t try to remain between my mind The smile moves to utter a breath that speaks a word that I can’t hear or see It feels like a momentary thing for this moment…
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[200] Changing Colours
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It’s a sky fall around here the rockets are exploding to form stars your eyes look golden it feels safe to be in your arms but I wish I was chosen and not be just a luck formed by your cry now I wish we were older and leave what’s about to come all behind…
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[199] live alone for once
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I sleep at the time of your waking You yawn at my desperatation Screams inside turn into white noise It feels like the time of the wolves I crack at the sound of your fumes Too close to the sun now Flares of your regret too near My eyes melt at the sight of you…
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[198] The Clown Smiles
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Cold winter breeze grazes my spine It breaks little by little when i smile The world is upside down that’s why it seems like i’m smiling If I don’t live try to kill my ghost If it haunts all the lonely souls who can feel everything slip away as if they held the sands of…
Smoke words every day. 