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[222] Letting Go
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I’m at a point in my life where tedium has replaced ideas in my brain. The concept of time is just a construct and the passing of it as ignorant as my ignorant breaths. I lie in bed, fully awake in my physical form but half asleep mentally. The internal voices have died down into…
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[221] Where Do We Go?
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Solitude became aloofness soon but your presence didn’t help nothing at all It just put my dreams to sleep and my thoughts to dream A dream about the time when silence felt infinitely better than the eternal beauty that possesses you My soul felt disturbed when my pain echoed images of my idleness that shut…
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[220] FEAR
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It all originates from fear Fear of being proven wrong Fear of watching your neatly built up world crumble into fiery lava from the volcano of suppression Fear of being just another brick in the wall when you dreamed of bigger things forgetting that the only thing people have in common with you is the…
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[219] A Different Time
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Leaves wander in the air when you walk past their remains You pick a broken leaf held by your heel only to brush it all away You look up in the sky Planets fall out of line The sun sets by this time hiding you in the darkness where you belong in the night Daybreak…
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[218] Confused Certainty
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My body has memorised waking at a time when the world is asleep It’s the only time of honesty I harbour There is no need for me to impress There is no need for me to second guess It feels too good to be true So feeling undeserved I sleep to wake when the world’s…
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[217] Her thoughts/His thoughts
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Her I can see you in the clouds i made to forget you I should talk a little loud To drown out all your chilly voices I should live my little life in summer than come inside your mind to get you Him I want a way out of my mind My thoughts become a…
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[216] Seasonal Existence
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i look at winter falling on your shouldersfrom far away but do you knowwhere I am winter doesn’tenvelope darkness like it doeswhere you are. I understand. I don’t know my place in the worldI’m always stuck between seasons Right now it’s the autumn of our memorieswhere I step on brown wilted leaves to get to…
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[215] Afraid
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ever since i lost my dreams i’ve learned to sleepwalk in the darkit’s familiar, learning to walk againshades of light, i try to hold on again cries of melting flashes of emotions that we hold sacred in our minds it’s a secret unknown how we get lost and then we find ourselves again in the…
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[214] Seasonal Heartbreak
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Seasonal heartbreak merry go round I will wait in your mind till you are tired of wasting times that you are chasing time that you lost teardrops fall like raindrops fall on the balcony of our demise Why do we go around to be hurt all the time All this while we could have been…
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[213] The Tale of an Imposter Part 2
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All that i’ve felt I can’t really say All that i’ll feel hides in my mind So what i really say is just what you feel and my words acting as a vessel for our beings Memories blocked out Lost in a haze of clouds I don’t feel like coming down I imitate the one…