Tag: Depression
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[531] As She Fades
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When I am standing on the edge Revelling at the vista, which the mist blurs I forget the lovely image, hers, asShe fades… fades… fades awayOver me, joy has taken me in its veilMore a creature of this world And one less angel on the earthI want nothing more, nothing lessWhen I am standing on…
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[435] The Eraser/Volcanic Words
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Disembody in beginningNo one is truly winningPhantom thoughts are sinningEvading ghosts by the minuteAn eye for an eye ora third eye if we simplifyLoneliness always drops byto hinder those who mystifySome words don’t want outlife in a radioactive droughtNaturally their red rusts no doubtThe paper heart is worn outIn veins, they ebb and flowfrom the…
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[395] Invisible Wall Between Us
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Touchdown depression cherries on top of my heavy headSolutions in the banned books linger in my purposeless walks My movement holds my secrets but I choose to guard it with my stanceThe last matchstick couldn’t save my world from drowning My spruce nerves cause havoc in my neurotic brainAlone, the only word that remains Silent…
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[55] A New Legend
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I drag my misery with me To the light clouds shaped mountains Hoping they’ll lift the weight Put me at halt, a work against gravity Offer a refuge to my restlessness A home to my anxiety And give me a pass to leave them there And tell me not to be a snowball Collecting panic…
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[53] God’s Lonely Man
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I don’t think anyone cares I think I am the problem I think I think too much I am accepting this pain Acceptance has been the only thing has given me some respite From the constant thundering of my heart and my brain to quiet Acceptance of the things I can’t control That includes people’s reactions…