Tag: journal
-
[527] Forgetfulness of Individuality
![[527] Forgetfulness of Individuality](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/03/527.jpeg?w=500)
I dwell in the forgetfulness of my cosmic natureA spectacle unfolds, for all to witness.The gradual implosion of my beingFlowing state, now a distant memory,Lost, drifting in the vast ether ever-expanding I seek to learn about myself from another’s thoughtsTheir emotions, feelings, and situationswhen I could cultivate my own gardenand let my kindness sprout against…
-
[526] For The Last Time
![[526] For The Last Time](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/07/0ec3c-muse.jpg?w=650)
my tiny impulsescarry me to the distant pastcarry me to the near futurebut never fully present you areinvisible to me different livesdivergent universewhy does it still feelyou know me better my tiny impulsescarry me to you my growth in the nightwhere is your sunlight?faith in synchronicityfate seems destinedto make me forget youto make me forgetful…
-
[525] Vivid Night, Vivid Light
![[525] Vivid Night, Vivid Light](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/02/525.jpeg?w=1024)
As I gazed upon my lifeI see a divide so clearMy yearning soul and the worldly strideMy ambition rears its teethas authenticity dies a silent death My heart craves revelling in the inner realmbut the external world the sound of a drill in my mindI am reminded of my privileged lifeAnd the inner light that…
-
[524] The Call of the Wild
![[524] The Call of the Wild](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/02/img_3424.jpg?w=1024)
The truth, the night, the vastnessThe endless sky and the endlessflights of fancy and feelingsThe intuitive heart and itstiptoeing to stay aliveThe silence and its endThe sounds that illuminate lightNature dies in our mindsas we disconnect from the worldThe trees and the rivers fade awayand we lose touch with the earthRisen to the surfacethe depth…
-
[522] The Ascension Back Up
![[522] The Ascension Back Up](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/02/521.jpeg?w=1024)
I emerge out of my shadowto bask in the light once moreHow many more lessonsbefore I’ve seen it allThings that sparked joy no longer burnThe world outside remains so incitingYet I am a captive craniumIn a world where feelings never meet thoughts where life never meets deathAll I hear is a crackling of my dimly…
-
[516] Meet Me Again
![[516] Meet Me Again](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/10/screenshot-2022-10-16-at-12.53.16-pm.png?w=694)
To find functionI silenced the voices in my headNow every poem is inaudibleevery love a compromiseHow long can you go onchasing a past that never wasChances that slipped through the cracksMemories are all we’re left withNowhere can we meet except at the funeral of my museJust to hear one last truthA hope that some things…
-
[162] Blurred Times
![[162] Blurred Times](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/06/161.jpg?w=1024)
Revive who I was [an anomaly] when I first met you Try it one more time [persistence] Let me crumble before you It’s a wonderful sight Searching for a hand or grabbing for breath capturing it inside for times like this [delusional] when you take it all away or for times like those when you…
-
[144] Rebel With A Cause
![[144] Rebel With A Cause](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/144-e1525546230747.jpg?w=499)
We are told that “don’t upset the system” “don’t be a rebel and lose your mind”. The reason? The functioning of the system is crucial for miscreants to survive. To not politicise art is just another way of submitting to the pressure of not being seen as a rebel. As the word, ‘rebel’ has a…
-
[127] Life: A Parody
![[127] Life: A Parody](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/whirlwind-lovers.jpg?w=1024)
Aren’t we all just parodies of our true selves? Trying to feign reality but only becoming an amusement in return. We are always striving for the illusory knowledge of ourselves but all we find is an illusory illusion which breaks when we probe further. Where does the answer to the quest of our journey lies?…
-
[104] A Story With No Ending
![[104] A Story With No Ending](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/11/104.jpg?w=1024)
The anguish your lips make me feel defeat the constant melancholy I feel For they don’t touch my lips nor they open for my ears They stay put Opening only to close breathing only to swallow words back while my mind conjures what you didn’t say and twisting what you didn’t mean Alas, I am a…