Tag: thoughts
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[528] Thirst and The Desert
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In hopes of capturing a silent pulse of life I abandon hope itself Desiring and pining for a perfect life I abandon perfection itself Feeling the need for balance I abandoned feeling itself Trial and error is abandoned to make way for Trial and triumph
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[527] Forgetfulness of Individuality
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I dwell in the forgetfulness of my cosmic natureA spectacle unfolds, for all to witness.The gradual implosion of my beingFlowing state, now a distant memory,Lost, drifting in the vast ether ever-expanding I seek to learn about myself from another’s thoughtsTheir emotions, feelings, and situationswhen I could cultivate my own gardenand let my kindness sprout against…
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[526] For The Last Time
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my tiny impulsescarry me to the distant pastcarry me to the near futurebut never fully present you areinvisible to me different livesdivergent universewhy does it still feelyou know me better my tiny impulsescarry me to you my growth in the nightwhere is your sunlight?faith in synchronicityfate seems destinedto make me forget youto make me forgetful…
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[525] Vivid Night, Vivid Light
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As I gazed upon my lifeI see a divide so clearMy yearning soul and the worldly strideMy ambition rears its teethas authenticity dies a silent death My heart craves revelling in the inner realmbut the external world the sound of a drill in my mindI am reminded of my privileged lifeAnd the inner light that…
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[524] The Call of the Wild
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The truth, the night, the vastnessThe endless sky and the endlessflights of fancy and feelingsThe intuitive heart and itstiptoeing to stay aliveThe silence and its endThe sounds that illuminate lightNature dies in our mindsas we disconnect from the worldThe trees and the rivers fade awayand we lose touch with the earthRisen to the surfacethe depth…
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[523] Count Me Out
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When the lights go outI’m left with a lack in melike damage dwells in my kneeIs it pain or upward spinal ecstasy?Playing catch up to my thoughtsAn utter abandon of prideShudder and stutter in speechAll the ravens waiting for meIn the painting of my lifelies a dark centre amidst delightMelancholic bitter sweet flightA confident self…
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[522] The Ascension Back Up
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I emerge out of my shadowto bask in the light once moreHow many more lessonsbefore I’ve seen it allThings that sparked joy no longer burnThe world outside remains so incitingYet I am a captive craniumIn a world where feelings never meet thoughts where life never meets deathAll I hear is a crackling of my dimly…
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[521] Our Tale Out Of Time
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Malignant thoughts overstay their welcomeThe lure of passionand the forgetfulnessof the aftertaste it leavesThe ruins of my resolveweaker by the second To resist all temptations where the mind is forgottenTo bring awareness to my breathwhere the self is forgottenI centre my attention to the conscious tillthere is no awareness of my external surroundings Only an…
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[520] Enigmatic Presence
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Running out of wordsin a velveteen quicksandEngulfed in the eternalI listen to my oceanic orchestraMy inner world jostles and i turn the other wayuntil i’m facing awayfrom my eventual fateEverything and nothingall at once, twice and all timesI move feelingsI force sadnessI grab the fleetingI am an enigma stuck in my own wayslocked out of…
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[519] The Great Beyond
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I hide from your secretsI live in another planewhere we words are extinctso we only listen to the musicthat we emit from our bodiesThe music of our impossibilityIn another world you lay next to meIn another world we kill each otheruntil we’re born again, in another worldA million sunsets meeting at the edge of the…