Tag: sad
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[340] I am never here
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I invite discontent when I take myself seriously The stories in my head find my mundane reality unnerving They try to enliven it but can you change a mirage? Isn’t it easier to shape the stories than to change the essence of living itself
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[339] Lost Truth
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In the evening I see shapes of people attempting to get fit from my window. I see in them familiar shapes and faces, enough for me to feel the urge to go outside and meet them. My eyes focus on one such familiar-looking individual. He drags himself slowly with his head down, unaware of…
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[338] Too Many Dreams
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I think about you just enough for you to knock in my dreams where we dance inside cyclones and fiery storms to descend inside volcanoes that bloom like flowers Why did we give all of us to emotions that made us feel nothing Did we want to touch the extreme of love so bad that…
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[336] Turning A Blind Eye
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A lone soul cutting through the haze The clouds wait for their turn as thunder tries to catch the bird The city is lulled into a early dark sleep as you and I lay entangled watching nature’s hunt for the hunter from our rose tinted windows and a head full of oxytocin while someone fights…
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[334] A New Feeling
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She can’t decide if to look at the view outside or to read the book that’s in front of her She can’t decide if to click the flying birds or to become one in her mind She has never felt what she’s feeling right now so she doesn’t know if she should capture this fleeting…
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[333] Without You
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We communicated silently Speaking to each other in telepathy Now we’re burdened in our minds forgetting our common language one day at a time When I’m sitting idle the waves run amok and every seventh wave fights to keep your picture afloat I’m held in the prison…
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[332] Futile Chase of A Sunrise
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Things didn’t make sense for her like a gnawing feeling inside her to open a bookstore in the desert, the pinnacle of solitude Like we squandered an opportunity by not having books in the middle of it Who could have thought of this but her The one who wakes up when the…
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[331] Arriving Nowhere At All
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Every night I collect all the lies of the day Moments where you cried and I could do nothing but just let it pass by Every night I relive all the memories of the day Silences where you smiled and I could do nothing but just hold it close tight
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[328] The Heart Remembers Nothing
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If I could tell you what I think I would be so free or so I think I want to be you, I and everyone else at the same time I chase everything elusive like the hope of us getting back together All mired in confusion and in the gloom of failed magic You’re a part of my being but I can’t seem to recall you entirely like a book that you can’t remember you read but the feeling it gave still carries along I remember you like clouds that drizzled…
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[327] The Test of Dawn
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I give in to the dark of sleep before it’s sunless outside Self preservation of the highest order so I don’t burn away and can rather fade into a dreamland where I commit mistakes Where I live without the sword of perfection dangling over like it’s judgement day I wake up before the sun…
Smoke words every day. 