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[202] The Performance of an Artist
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Nothing satisfies an artist. We are creatures who’ve got self-doubt running in our veins. Everywhere we go we remind ourselves of our inadequacy to be better/best. We hold our failures on a pedestal rather than letting our victories dance around our mind. Even to call ourselves artist only springs up an emotion of cringe in us. The myth…
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[201] Moon River
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I try to find you in a song that plays A melancholic melody of a piano player Your shadow of a smile doesn’t try to remain between my mind The smile moves to utter a breath that speaks a word that I can’t hear or see It feels like a momentary thing for this moment…
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[200] Changing Colours
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It’s a sky fall around here the rockets are exploding to form stars your eyes look golden it feels safe to be in your arms but I wish I was chosen and not be just a luck formed by your cry now I wish we were older and leave what’s about to come all behind…
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[199] live alone for once
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I sleep at the time of your waking You yawn at my desperatation Screams inside turn into white noise It feels like the time of the wolves I crack at the sound of your fumes Too close to the sun now Flares of your regret too near My eyes melt at the sight of you…
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[198] The Clown Smiles
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Cold winter breeze grazes my spine It breaks little by little when i smile The world is upside down that’s why it seems like i’m smiling If I don’t live try to kill my ghost If it haunts all the lonely souls who can feel everything slip away as if they held the sands of…
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[197] A Mental Maze
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Through the shadowless spiky trees I watch you walk with the graveyard of loss weighing you down Seagulls screech a mirage of the end of this murky forest that you managed to find the courage to walk through The leaves sway in regretful melancholy as the clouds patiently tease you with the possibility of wreaking…
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[196] The Start of Our End
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Like a dying echo of the birth of the world in a shell, I try to find the beginning of our end in your silence. When this comforting occurrence of silence slowly lost its meaning. Comfort turned into brooding hatred. It all started with the want to impress you. We tested each other’s walls. Were…
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[195] Adventure of Time
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Day and night revolve on a wheel The cyclical nature of time forms a pattern so simple yet we can’t discern what lies beyond what lay behind complicating an already complex living coupling it with the understanding of self that evades us with each and every insight When the sky was the limit space screamed…
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[194] History of Love
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Devoid of emotion Her porcelain gaze left me wondering if she was a ghost and I a shadow A pat on the back with her velvet hands gave me energy i never knew i had I marched on living For a night I wondered when it rained does she cry like I do or does…
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[193] Bittersweet Surprise
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Can it be easy to feel? Can it be easy to live? Can it be? Can’t it be? The way I see things we’ve loved and we’ve lost can you just tell me what to think cuz sometimes it gets dark around here and so hard to navigate through these thoughts sometimes I can try…
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