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[347] The Space Between Us
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Turning away from youis the hardest movement to followMy body tries to betray my mindwhile my eyes try to see throughthe glasses you’ve gifted meAs they do their magic and blind my visionfrom the real you
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[345] Find Me
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I find no meaning in finding meaning As they say that the lost cannot be found I shape the lineage of all my emotions who usually find me lost in the clouds A teardrop to break through walls A sign to hold on to you A lie to catch your faux honesty…
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[344] It Rained Inside
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I am her little secretshe hides me in her mindand meets me in her dreamswhere we skip once upon a timeI fall to the groundshe invites me inside her homeI stumble in as the cloud rumblesonly for it to rain inside her homeThe air is drowning we can seebut we hold each other’s handsIsn’t that…
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[343] Exhibition in Vanity
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I am in the making of my own digital cageI confess all the numbness that comes with not listening to yourself Just to seek validation from you that in itself comes from a similar point of view Creating a distorted made up world full of unicorns of positivity hidingdemons of loneliness Chasing quiet but I…
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[342] Collide Into You
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I orbit in my mind around your memories They hide behind the pain which forms my muscles It also holds the secret to my tectonic strength that moves our continents closer every time I think about you
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[340] I am never here
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I invite discontent when I take myself seriously The stories in my head find my mundane reality unnerving They try to enliven it but can you change a mirage? Isn’t it easier to shape the stories than to change the essence of living itself
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[339] Lost Truth
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In the evening I see shapes of people attempting to get fit from my window. I see in them familiar shapes and faces, enough for me to feel the urge to go outside and meet them. My eyes focus on one such familiar-looking individual. He drags himself slowly with his head down, unaware of…
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[338] Too Many Dreams
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I think about you just enough for you to knock in my dreams where we dance inside cyclones and fiery storms to descend inside volcanoes that bloom like flowers Why did we give all of us to emotions that made us feel nothing Did we want to touch the extreme of love so bad that…
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[337] Anticipatory Love
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Dissociation in style I walk on reflected clouds It’s a metaphorical living I wish I could live on the ground I always wander in the spaces Liminal places of the nether world where the shape of a snow is intact and the anticipation of a surprise still better than the surprise of you visiting where…
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[336] Turning A Blind Eye
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A lone soul cutting through the haze The clouds wait for their turn as thunder tries to catch the bird The city is lulled into a early dark sleep as you and I lay entangled watching nature’s hunt for the hunter from our rose tinted windows and a head full of oxytocin while someone fights…
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[335] Promote Your Blog
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3000 followers. It’s been a self-reflective journey of almost 4 years of writing consistently on this blog. While reach this milestone I have slowly and steadily built a community who are so sharp with their words and gentle with their feedback. When I didn’t have this blog, everything about the people here compelled me to…
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[334] A New Feeling
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She can’t decide if to look at the view outside or to read the book that’s in front of her She can’t decide if to click the flying birds or to become one in her mind She has never felt what she’s feeling right now so she doesn’t know if she should capture this fleeting…
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[332] Futile Chase of A Sunrise
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Things didn’t make sense for her like a gnawing feeling inside her to open a bookstore in the desert, the pinnacle of solitude Like we squandered an opportunity by not having books in the middle of it Who could have thought of this but her The one who wakes up when the…
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[331] Arriving Nowhere At All
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Every night I collect all the lies of the day Moments where you cried and I could do nothing but just let it pass by Every night I relive all the memories of the day Silences where you smiled and I could do nothing but just hold it close tight
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[330] Finding Answers
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Can we unimagine ourself? To be free from what we think we are To become what we were meant to be To let solitude become our friend that reveals to us the harsh truths of the stories we tell ourselves Can we demystify ourself? And see the problem as it is Smaller than we make…
