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[314] No One At All
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Being someone else Being somewhere else After a while all perfume smells are familiar and the association of the smell with characters Today I wear you and try to see it all through you The way I pause before I speak The way I don’t pay attention to time at all Maybe you saw the…
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[313] Untitled Living
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The secrets of the skies lie at our feet but we’re busy looking up forging the present in the hope of a future Stuck in limbos of wanting to live and the hustle of dying slowly we find ourselves lost most of the time when we should lose ourselves often to find what we’re all…
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[312] Seeing It All
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dismantling universes indifferently The starry sky abyss consumes souls we’re spectators of our own demise playing Gods by our permission A lone wolf strays by the pond drinking skies out of thirst The darkness befalls on us all like a reunion of angry clouds I’m curled up in confusions The rain falling in dozes I…
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[311] Getting What I Seek
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Needless destiny and a need for intervals To pause feeling this way cracks about to split open I lie awake tired unable to sleep A worthless life at the hook of every sentence and an unfulfilled potential waiting beyond every full stop.
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[310] floating by
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blue sunset and a royal sleep drum rolls to wake up to a stormy sea broken pearls waterboard inside of me no signs of a sky only bubbles of a life everyone else is hollow but i’m full of the sea
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[308] The Truth of Now
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I delay feeling the present Rushing to feel what hasn’t happened I delay feeling content when I haven’t proven myself The world slows down to a halt but the mind keeps running the paranoia keeps hunting as man becomes its own worst enemy Infinite loops of stupidity mixed with the chase of dopamine The distraction…
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[307] To New Beginnings
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I am beginningless quite like the universe in which we reside I can’t recall my first word I can’t remember my first walk I can’t remember my first cry unless it’s in the form of my parent’s memory of it It’s all inference with no perceptive truth like we reminisce about the universe to familiarise…
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[306] Spiral of Silence
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Dancing to the tunes of your moods forgetting rational thought as you embrace the emotion and its wave but you can’t ride in a flow state Everyone else mirrors an unreality and you feel out of sync This is not what’s happening is a frequent statement to think but all that’s happening is all they…
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[305] And It Rained All Night
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It’s hard to turn realisations into habits Even harder to let go of the old ones when they’re as familiar to you as insomnia is to the night The sound of people sleeping or the lack of it is somewhat soothing to your peace of mind but sometimes it disrupts exactly that As in the…
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[304] The Morning Light
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Where do we go from here when we’re unable to contain where we are right now Only questions swirl in our minds and our mouth only answers in the language of sighs Where should I go to hear about the stories of courage of the countless scared policemen who are returning each night with memories…
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[303] Parallels & Beyond
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Circle me metronome Do you remember who you were before the end? Were you too quiet that you couldn’t live? or were you so loud that your scream circled the earth five times to break the eardrums of many and the sanity of all Who do we want to be after it ends? Will we…
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[302] Open Up Your Mind
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A carnage that smells of life An irony that makes you feel alive I see civilisations collapsing right in front of me The wars that reversed progress I see birds that die of asphyxiation A million years wiped right in front of me I try to live in the second that demands attention A plane…
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[301] A Walk Down Memory Lane
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Fifteen steps from my bed and I reached the place of my nightmares My hand still battling with sleepy dust in my eyes Still not realising the path that lay in front of me even though it was a part of my daily routine The first realisation is cold dampness and my eyes widening to…
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[299] Birth & Death
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All i am is an inspiration inspired by the jotting down of the memory of another being who lived someone else’s ideas Ideas that came by wonder or as wrongly presumed by divine intervention I’m far removed from reality For reality is wonderment Reality is dismantling the narrative in my head that is shaping my…
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[296] The Perfect Man
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I once met a man who was perfect The very sight of him made you question any type of security you built for yourself until you look closer The perfect man is in a conflict with himself He loves the world but shows silent hatred for it He knows a lot to apply so little…