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[229] Man Without Qualities
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Changes open up scars that can’t be fixed I should learn to live with them growing in my being Push and pull of my body and my soul I’m a man without any qualities Adventures in boredom never leave my mindI sit still like I’ll be a carved statue sometime It’s my journey to the…
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[228] In The Eyes of You
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In the eyes of the woman who loved me I probably crawl like an evil serpent I cry for all the crocodiles I fly like i’ve never done it In the eyes of the people who trust me I probably lie even when i’m sleeping I try to be faithful to my company I die…
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[227] The Secret
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Soon enough chaos becomes white noise Soon enough we’ll grow past our fears Soon enough the time will move on without us Let’s just stay till then breathing air, watching sunsets holding hands, wear your best dress walking home, when all there’s left is just goodbye Isn’t life just the sound we make between hello…
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[226] Lost In A Nightmare
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On the Sunday of my worries I wake with your pretty little nightmares My hand hovers to reclaim reality But all it holds is your absence So i sleep again with my worries To meet you again somewhere in my pretty little nightmares It feels like seeing colours in black and white The form of…
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[225] Modern Living
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I lose my way in this world of excess where it feels like what I have is nothing compared to what it offers Everything is music without lyrics where we fill up silences with screams of disquiet where we conjure up words to give meaning to the nonsense of it all where sometimes we learn…
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[224] Kissing Memories
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When my imagination goes astray Clouds form constellations and birds fly away I live where you want to be but I want to be where you live We never meet in between Always pushing and pulling on our fantasies The cold of the night drifts into the day we wake up at the dawn of…
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[222] Letting Go
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I’m at a point in my life where tedium has replaced ideas in my brain. The concept of time is just a construct and the passing of it as ignorant as my ignorant breaths. I lie in bed, fully awake in my physical form but half asleep mentally. The internal voices have died down into…
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[221] Where Do We Go?
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Solitude became aloofness soon but your presence didn’t help nothing at all It just put my dreams to sleep and my thoughts to dream A dream about the time when silence felt infinitely better than the eternal beauty that possesses you My soul felt disturbed when my pain echoed images of my idleness that shut…
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[220] FEAR
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It all originates from fear Fear of being proven wrong Fear of watching your neatly built up world crumble into fiery lava from the volcano of suppression Fear of being just another brick in the wall when you dreamed of bigger things forgetting that the only thing people have in common with you is the…
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[219] A Different Time
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Leaves wander in the air when you walk past their remains You pick a broken leaf held by your heel only to brush it all away You look up in the sky Planets fall out of line The sun sets by this time hiding you in the darkness where you belong in the night Daybreak…
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[218] Confused Certainty
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My body has memorised waking at a time when the world is asleep It’s the only time of honesty I harbour There is no need for me to impress There is no need for me to second guess It feels too good to be true So feeling undeserved I sleep to wake when the world’s…
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[215] Afraid
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ever since i lost my dreams i’ve learned to sleepwalk in the darkit’s familiar, learning to walk againshades of light, i try to hold on again cries of melting flashes of emotions that we hold sacred in our minds it’s a secret unknown how we get lost and then we find ourselves again in the…
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[214] Seasonal Heartbreak
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Seasonal heartbreak merry go round I will wait in your mind till you are tired of wasting times that you are chasing time that you lost teardrops fall like raindrops fall on the balcony of our demise Why do we go around to be hurt all the time All this while we could have been…
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[213] The Tale of an Imposter Part 2
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All that i’ve felt I can’t really say All that i’ll feel hides in my mind So what i really say is just what you feel and my words acting as a vessel for our beings Memories blocked out Lost in a haze of clouds I don’t feel like coming down I imitate the one…
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[212] I Was Never There
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Can you just come over here And let me in to your little world And tell me things that I have missed Things that I should have learned Whisper in how you’ve grown And how you’ve moved on to better things Scream inside the sweet nothings Of the things we left behind Its the future…