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[211] You’re All I Know
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Your paint has spilled all over my words I don’t know what to do delay your love for me I don’t know what to doI could probably write about better things but i seem to fall back to you You seem to be lost trying to find your wandering smile I’ve been trying to do…
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[209] beautiful things don’t ask for attention
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Distorted voices play in reverse The sound of my waking comes in the form of a storm outside Is it morning or is it night? I can’t figure it out My brain’s got me pinned down Disorientation of my waking extends throughout the day and melts into the night of my irregular beating heart Who…
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[208] The Tale of an Imposter
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An imposter writes while looking over his shoulder His mind mindful of what’s left and not of what’s right The moon he sees hides only for him so he writes through someone else’s eyes A nagging in his brain remains that tells him he is just a reflection of a shadow that fades
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[207] Looking Again
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How do I start writing? How have I written until this point in time? These questions plague my mind that is numb. Feelings don’t come and stay, they are fleeting like the time that I lost. The confidence that I cherished until now is nowhere to be felt. Ideas do come in my head but…
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[206] on a hiatus
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I don’t think I have it in me to write any longer. Until I can, goodbye. Hope you guys will take care. Will come back. Just don’t know when.
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[205] Last Attempt
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Uncanny valleys of little sense Where everything feels not real at all You are at the far end of my regret I’ll be quite near to your regret in a while Wilted leaves fall out of time I try to revolve to maintain our orbits But you’re going astray into another galaxy Far away new…
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[203] Wear Your Best Dress
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free my mind of these thoughts that seem to haunt my living call upon the angel at dark only so she can deny helping me and I can finally let these thoughts in and destroy me from inside and implode into little pieces of dust that you have in your eyes when you wake up…
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[202] The Performance of an Artist
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Nothing satisfies an artist. We are creatures who’ve got self-doubt running in our veins. Everywhere we go we remind ourselves of our inadequacy to be better/best. We hold our failures on a pedestal rather than letting our victories dance around our mind. Even to call ourselves artist only springs up an emotion of cringe in us. The myth…
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[201] Moon River
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I try to find you in a song that plays A melancholic melody of a piano player Your shadow of a smile doesn’t try to remain between my mind The smile moves to utter a breath that speaks a word that I can’t hear or see It feels like a momentary thing for this moment…
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[195] Adventure of Time
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Day and night revolve on a wheel The cyclical nature of time forms a pattern so simple yet we can’t discern what lies beyond what lay behind complicating an already complex living coupling it with the understanding of self that evades us with each and every insight When the sky was the limit space screamed…
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[192] Life Is A Freewrite
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Losing focus every second what was mine keeps on slipping trying to stay in the zone I crawl towards greed I need more The times change but I don’t seem to I wish I didn’t care what everything else is but you’re a part of my language now I couldn’t see beyond my reflection so…
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[190] The Answer
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Trying to find the truth in monotony To watch the facades makes mistakes To watch the patterns reveal itself I wait till chaos turns to beauty till the devil starts grinning with its details Fleeting moments don’t capture the essence of a moment so strange It doesn’t capture the wind and present it as air…
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[189] Promote Your Blog
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It’s September. The month of my birthday. Fall has begun but I’m reminded of my progress in blogging and how lovely it has been. The only consistency in my life. — Also, you guys are free to comment here your blog links or one post that you’d like everyone to read. Let’s make this a…
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[186] Mindful Days
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When it feels like present with no weight of the past or the worry of the future it was under the shade of a tree with your hand in mine when you called me mine When it feels like present when I slept in your arms it was a night’s sleep with no dreams even…
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[185] Cloudy Nights/ Starry Nights
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Cold breeze from the beach touches upon the memory from our final conversation I find sand in my pants from that cloudy night I hold it again but it slips away again This time I clean away the dust collected My mind survives its own ruin sometimes I put my ear to the shell from that…