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[244] Begin Again
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The fear starts with me turning into a manifestation of grief It grows into the zeitgeist of the decade electing puppets that know how to let it serve them The panic starts with me turning into a pilgrim of atheists who journey towards confusion which becomes a weapon for the headstrong mob The trust starts…
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[243] Control
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I’m a believer in anything but me In need for some time out of my mind Seeing sullen shadows even when it’s dark How much can I fight for so long with so little time left by my side? Denigration or adulation My self-worth is pulled to both extremes The audience claps away the little…
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[242] The Generation of Change
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We are a blank slate generation with electric appetite for honesty Self conscious insecurity Extroverted brutality We come with no baggage of history only a disconnect with reality Imagination is stretched afar We wish we were born in a different age To breathe life into our sweet nothings We wish you were born in a…
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[239] A New Path
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I sit on my desk and interrogate life I demand answers for questions not asked I expect the truth but I don’t know its form Blinded by my own self I cry without feeling I scream without weeping and I die without living By standing on the shoulders of all the giants before me my…
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[234] Resting My Case
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Sounds of madness Crawl away inside my veins I try to put it out like it’s fire It reignites back in sparks of the bloom of my underlying despair Words that caressed me to sleep now jolt me out of it They grip me by my shirt and pull me into the dark again where…
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[232] Passionate Living
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Trying to find a way In a world so unknown Giving meaning to words so you and I don’t feel alone In this blue dot of loneliness we live life while circling the hot flame of death we try to breath fire Trying to oscillate between what’s acceptable and what’s not and not what we…
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[230] The Enlightenment
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Last night i died a thousand deaths and learned nothing new from it I walked past all my past selves catching up with all my past mistakes but I learned nothing new from it I played with shadows the game of nightmares the rules of which weren’t decided the surprise felt like blood swirling around…
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[227] The Secret
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Soon enough chaos becomes white noise Soon enough we’ll grow past our fears Soon enough the time will move on without us Let’s just stay till then breathing air, watching sunsets holding hands, wear your best dress walking home, when all there’s left is just goodbye Isn’t life just the sound we make between hello…
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[226] Lost In A Nightmare
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On the Sunday of my worries I wake with your pretty little nightmares My hand hovers to reclaim reality But all it holds is your absence So i sleep again with my worries To meet you again somewhere in my pretty little nightmares It feels like seeing colours in black and white The form of…
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[224] Kissing Memories
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When my imagination goes astray Clouds form constellations and birds fly away I live where you want to be but I want to be where you live We never meet in between Always pushing and pulling on our fantasies The cold of the night drifts into the day we wake up at the dawn of…
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[222] Letting Go
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I’m at a point in my life where tedium has replaced ideas in my brain. The concept of time is just a construct and the passing of it as ignorant as my ignorant breaths. I lie in bed, fully awake in my physical form but half asleep mentally. The internal voices have died down into…
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[221] Where Do We Go?
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Solitude became aloofness soon but your presence didn’t help nothing at all It just put my dreams to sleep and my thoughts to dream A dream about the time when silence felt infinitely better than the eternal beauty that possesses you My soul felt disturbed when my pain echoed images of my idleness that shut…
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[220] FEAR
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It all originates from fear Fear of being proven wrong Fear of watching your neatly built up world crumble into fiery lava from the volcano of suppression Fear of being just another brick in the wall when you dreamed of bigger things forgetting that the only thing people have in common with you is the…
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[219] A Different Time
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Leaves wander in the air when you walk past their remains You pick a broken leaf held by your heel only to brush it all away You look up in the sky Planets fall out of line The sun sets by this time hiding you in the darkness where you belong in the night Daybreak…
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[218] Confused Certainty
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My body has memorised waking at a time when the world is asleep It’s the only time of honesty I harbour There is no need for me to impress There is no need for me to second guess It feels too good to be true So feeling undeserved I sleep to wake when the world’s…