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[343] Exhibition in Vanity
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I am in the making of my own digital cageI confess all the numbness that comes with not listening to yourself Just to seek validation from you that in itself comes from a similar point of view Creating a distorted made up world full of unicorns of positivity hidingdemons of loneliness Chasing quiet but I…
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[342] Collide Into You
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I orbit in my mind around your memories They hide behind the pain which forms my muscles It also holds the secret to my tectonic strength that moves our continents closer every time I think about you
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[341] Rainy Days
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i create rain just so you can look out just so it can help you to finally look inward and find me there waiting for you
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[340] I am never here
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I invite discontent when I take myself seriously The stories in my head find my mundane reality unnerving They try to enliven it but can you change a mirage? Isn’t it easier to shape the stories than to change the essence of living itself
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[339] Lost Truth
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In the evening I see shapes of people attempting to get fit from my window. I see in them familiar shapes and faces, enough for me to feel the urge to go outside and meet them. My eyes focus on one such familiar-looking individual. He drags himself slowly with his head down, unaware of…
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[338] Too Many Dreams
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I think about you just enough for you to knock in my dreams where we dance inside cyclones and fiery storms to descend inside volcanoes that bloom like flowers Why did we give all of us to emotions that made us feel nothing Did we want to touch the extreme of love so bad that…
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[337] Anticipatory Love
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Dissociation in style I walk on reflected clouds It’s a metaphorical living I wish I could live on the ground I always wander in the spaces Liminal places of the nether world where the shape of a snow is intact and the anticipation of a surprise still better than the surprise of you visiting where…
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[335] Promote Your Blog
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3000 followers. It’s been a self-reflective journey of almost 4 years of writing consistently on this blog. While reach this milestone I have slowly and steadily built a community who are so sharp with their words and gentle with their feedback. When I didn’t have this blog, everything about the people here compelled me to…
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[334] A New Feeling
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She can’t decide if to look at the view outside or to read the book that’s in front of her She can’t decide if to click the flying birds or to become one in her mind She has never felt what she’s feeling right now so she doesn’t know if she should capture this fleeting…
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[333] Without You
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We communicated silently Speaking to each other in telepathy Now we’re burdened in our minds forgetting our common language one day at a time When I’m sitting idle the waves run amok and every seventh wave fights to keep your picture afloat I’m held in the prison…
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[330] Finding Answers
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Can we unimagine ourself? To be free from what we think we are To become what we were meant to be To let solitude become our friend that reveals to us the harsh truths of the stories we tell ourselves Can we demystify ourself? And see the problem as it is Smaller than we make…
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[329] In Limbo
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All my words speak the same tale A guilty world the feeling of shame Stuck in my ways with fading solutions To come here again is what you call fate Healing away to fall again wisdom only seems to fog my mind Am I Sampati or Sisyphus? depends on the way I choose to live…
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[328] The Heart Remembers Nothing
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If I could tell you what I think I would be so free or so I think I want to be you, I and everyone else at the same time I chase everything elusive like the hope of us getting back together All mired in confusion and in the gloom of failed magic You’re a part of my being but I can’t seem to recall you entirely like a book that you can’t remember you read but the feeling it gave still carries along I remember you like clouds that drizzled…
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[327] The Test of Dawn
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I give in to the dark of sleep before it’s sunless outside Self preservation of the highest order so I don’t burn away and can rather fade into a dreamland where I commit mistakes Where I live without the sword of perfection dangling over like it’s judgement day I wake up before the sun…
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[325] Cloudy Mind
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Feeling nothing of consequence It takes a lot of effort to be normal I’m living with hail inside my head and I walk on rainbows with my eyes closed The reckoning wipes clean all that I cherish All that I’m left with are blindspots I become a shadow of a cyclone A…