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[448] The End of Our Beginning
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The birth of the world and its dying echocan be heard in a shellLike that, I try to find the beginning of our endin the silence you left behindI lied when I told youthe first time we talkedwas the first time we metwhen I saw you every day sipping your morning cup through the cafe…
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[443] The Extinction of Hurt
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There are 17-20 species of hurt alive todayall of which live in the southern half of the heartJust before taking flight in the body, it releases numbnessfrom our rusted feathers to transform itself into painMost hurt swims in the body at a meagre pacebut the fastest hurt can reach top speeds of 22 mphUsually a…
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[431] Too Close To The Sun
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𝐈 – 𝘍𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵/𝘈𝘮𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯In a dreamer’s dreamyou arrived within a time stormnudging me to my fateand I followed you uplike you were Icarus’s sun𝐈𝐈 – 𝘍𝘢𝘭𝘭/𝘓𝘰𝘴𝘴A falling dream is a common occurrencefor beings without controlfor birds without wingsfor dreamers without reality𝐈𝐈𝐈 – 𝘍𝘪𝘳𝘮/𝘓𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨In a dreamer’s realityI meet you again I finally realise the tender thread betweenbeing…
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[421] Melancholia
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The act of wanting consumesmy mind so much that I never realise what I really wanted after allLosing myself at the ends of her fading footstepsand the silence left by her echoesand the echoes left by her silenceI only end up imitating my wants than really know what I wanted at allThe melancholy monster consumes…
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[418] Frequency of The World
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Uttering thoughts aloudlessens the vitality they holdIt strips them off their noveltyor does it only reveal their true nature?A life inside the mindis the control we seek outsideAnd when it all seems to make sensewe are only really fooling ourselvesA little learning isnot understanding It doesn’t precederuminating over knowledgeto test out its bulletproof formas wisdom…
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[399] The Shadow King
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I’ve tried all adviceStill tumbling down with a smileCries of whisper finds nothing of consequenceDelirium morning and a sunset that night forgets in a blinkI kept thinkingI’ve kept myself from her concerning eyesbut i remain an open book to hermaybe our shadows talk to each other at nightAn epitome of empathyI am healed for a…
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[395] Invisible Wall Between Us
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Touchdown depression cherries on top of my heavy headSolutions in the banned books linger in my purposeless walks My movement holds my secrets but I choose to guard it with my stanceThe last matchstick couldn’t save my world from drowning My spruce nerves cause havoc in my neurotic brainAlone, the only word that remains Silent…
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[393] Under The Spell
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Blurry shadows My past haunts I’m feeling worst for the last time Feeling the present for the past nowI learn it all to pass outEpiphanies lost to the morning of patterns and a sunlightIt snows downon yesterday Am I in a dream or a void now?I forget it all into the white Heaven tastes like…
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[391] Were We a Dream or a Nightmare?
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It’s likely she’s living in my dreams I need to travel through several dreams before I wake Lively eyes of a troubled wildlingwho seeks passion in the night In a bid to escape her pastand a hope to touch the future and to sculpt itbecause she couldn’t beforeWhen you can be whatever you need I…
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[388] A New World Dawns
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Inconsistency is something I have been battling lately. I give too much power to my mind to wreak havoc with its lazy and destructive patterns. Control is what I seek and the more I seek it, the more it evades me.The next step in my development would be to capture consistency in my writing and…
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[381] Why We Write
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I write what I deny to think in my own head. I surprise myself as I watch these thoughts become real. It feels like someone else holds the pen and writes things I didn’t know I feel. He writes all that I thought I conquered but all I did was, lose to it.It’s a reminder…
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[372] Know Yourself, Know Others
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How many times have you observed people in their private spaces alone and being their honest selves? There’s an ease or a disquiet consuming the way their body moves We’ve probably only watched ourselves in those private moments and we know how different we would behave if there was another person amidst our environment so…
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[371] Fire in My Eyes
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My daily life is mostly a dazeInvolved in living the next momentTaking part in the uselessness of scrollingJust to be away from living in my headBut there comes this moment in the dayWhere everything is sky blue clearAnd it arrives like the everyday morning sunwhere I forget apathy, pity, validation, distractionand I am overcome by…
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[369] The Death of Ego
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Chase the high Find the light I’m a weary soul tumbling down I will be born again I will make mistakes Is it too late to call it off now? 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘈𝘴𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵. Stuck in an avalanche Burying beneath the past A snowy mirror reflecting a void avoiding the forgotten lake of time Deforestation…
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[368] Infinite Orchestra of The Soul
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The dreadful past whispers to halt your growth to lead you in a maze Don’t be fooled by its seductive symphony Listen to your inner orchestra and paint the world with your soul’s tune