Tag: thoughts
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[458] The Spectacle of My Supernova
![[458] The Spectacle of My Supernova](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/07/75b58-img_2362-1-e1622190978646.jpg?w=1024)
Absent poemsā£in the negative space of my lifeā£Clouds begin to huddle in the ā£space left behindā£They emit the sound before the rainā£Fear and gloom surrounds the heartā£Without you my past poems have ā£turned into a statue that people ā£admire but only from afarā£ā£Tears rile upā£our vivid times ā£Not even springā£can bloom underā£this blue less sky…
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[457] About Fragility
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Feathers inflame my woundsā£In an exile of interstellar doomā£I carry my existentialism ā£in a broken carriage ā£that levitates only ā£at the mention of your nameā£ā£Moments of weakness ā£have rained on my equipoise presentā£All the past is fleeting ā£in the reflection of our future ā£Not even divine intervention ā£can soothe this infinite loop of pain ā£ā£Sedatives…
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[456] Why I Persevere
![[456] Why I Persevere](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/07/70f19-457-e1621623500611.jpeg?w=857)
Iām hollow as a hologramā£When my thoughts become wordsā£they die a thousand deaths ā£All my resolve crumbles ā£when I break my empty promisesā£The night comes as a seasonā£to change the course of my riverā£The wind speaks in whispers ā£and offers another chance at redemptionā£ā£All my epiphanies die when I sleepā£They are lived in my dreamsā£Waking…
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[455] Resurrection of Past Love
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šš¦š®š¦šÆšµš° šš°š³šŖā£ā£Iāll be quiet in hellish silenceā£ā£Whispers of chaos touch my skinā£ā£Iāll be waiting in September ā£ā£remembering my fading memories of youā£ā£Do you quiver in your fever dreams?ā£ā£Do you still remember the fear of our end?ā£ā£Or am I the only one ā£ā£living a dreamless dreamā£ā£of forgetting I am awakeā£ā£ā£ā£I file away our images ā£ā£in the…
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[454] Revelation of Inner Mirror
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There is magic in your lifeā£ā£you already knowā£ā£Only a need for us to ā£ā£understand this unknown knownā£ā£Difficult steps to unlearn ā£ā£all the fed beliefs of ecstasyā£ā£when all it really was only a ā£ā£reliance on short-lived dopamineā£ā£ā£ā£Fear befalls the fallenā£ā£but there is a need to understandā£ā£there is night before the lightā£ā£sleep before the dreamā£ā£Weāre all in…
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[453] A Reminder For Living
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Above all choose tranquillityā£when the rut is a quicksandā£Above all choose chaos ā£when all is already lostā£Beneath it all, youāll find the truthā£On the side of truth, youāll find youā£ā£Carry wisdom in your angerā£Search for light in your darknessā£The shadow awaits you dailyā£the stars dance in their past gloryā£Part ways with your insecuritiesā£Shed the skin…
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[452] The Road To Recovery
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Make me believe in ecstasy ā£ā£ā£ā£I am tired of not being seenā£ā£ā£ā£ in anything other than miseryShow me the magic you see every dayā£ā£ā£ā£So I can see things I canāt perceiveI want to be able to wantā£ā£ā£ā£and find a passion to burnā£ā£ā£ā£,a wind to blow and a storm to fallā£ā£ā£ā£ā£ā£ā£Rare words to fall back onā£ā£ā£ā£Interventions…
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[451] The Nostalgic Illness
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Disappearing dreams on the edgesā£of fluttering rotting pages under nimbus cloudsā£Nostradamus rains all his telic propheciesā£of lost potential when the mind is illā£Can you try understanding simplicityā£in all its puzzling complexity orā£does the mind need a substance ā£for it cannot articulate its own diseaseā£ā£Meditative care or empathyā£and the presence of mind ā£I am present here…
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[450] The Grateful Undead
![[450] The Grateful Undead](https://rahulgaurblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/07/af204-450.jpeg?w=1019)
Chronic illness ā£of dancing starsā£Supernova tirednessā£finds us detached from lifeā£ā£Storms scare ā£the little resolve of the undeadā£Disconcerted efforts ā£all to keep insanity at bayā£ā£Drained of whiteā£I discover a new vocabularyā£that survival teachesā£to the ones left alive Painting by Frank Kelly Freas
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[449] The Ages of Man
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Every way that anyonehas tried to show me always ended up in a cul de sac Feverish intensitiesBurnt out cavalryEmotional fallacies I retrace my stepstake a left from the bush of ignoranceand a right from whenever I felt right Pride can lead to vanity and I neededto reach a zone outside of my comfortThe haven…
Smoke words every day. 