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[243] Control
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I’m a believer in anything but me In need for some time out of my mind Seeing sullen shadows even when it’s dark How much can I fight for so long with so little time left by my side? Denigration or adulation My self-worth is pulled to both extremes The audience claps away the little…
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[242] The Generation of Change
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We are a blank slate generation with electric appetite for honesty Self conscious insecurity Extroverted brutality We come with no baggage of history only a disconnect with reality Imagination is stretched afar We wish we were born in a different age To breathe life into our sweet nothings We wish you were born in a…
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[239] A New Path
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I sit on my desk and interrogate life I demand answers for questions not asked I expect the truth but I don’t know its form Blinded by my own self I cry without feeling I scream without weeping and I die without living By standing on the shoulders of all the giants before me my…
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[237] Fever Dream
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Realities stack on top of each other warning me of my feeble head Fed by the system of mistakes I try to hold on to another identity to hold me together for a while again Imagine leaves stuck in stillness somewhere between green and the wilt of a brown so much so that the moment…
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[234] Resting My Case
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Sounds of madness Crawl away inside my veins I try to put it out like it’s fire It reignites back in sparks of the bloom of my underlying despair Words that caressed me to sleep now jolt me out of it They grip me by my shirt and pull me into the dark again where…
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[233] The Path That Leads Nowhere
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corruption of memory erosion of attention erasing of tedium the distance increases enlightenment is fleeting the trail is leading to a bloodbath of people that tried it before me the echoes of their cries just die out before me I live a lived life that’s set out for me follow the path listen to my…
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[232] Passionate Living
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Trying to find a way In a world so unknown Giving meaning to words so you and I don’t feel alone In this blue dot of loneliness we live life while circling the hot flame of death we try to breath fire Trying to oscillate between what’s acceptable and what’s not and not what we…
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[231] Every Breathe You Take
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what if we could sell dreams in chunks and give away nightmares for free what if we could steal ambition for once and ebb away this gnawing wastefulness that eats us away with every breath we don’t tasteevery breath that we need to choke death away
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[230] The Enlightenment
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Last night i died a thousand deaths and learned nothing new from it I walked past all my past selves catching up with all my past mistakes but I learned nothing new from it I played with shadows the game of nightmares the rules of which weren’t decided the surprise felt like blood swirling around…
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[229] Man Without Qualities
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Changes open up scars that can’t be fixed I should learn to live with them growing in my being Push and pull of my body and my soul I’m a man without any qualities Adventures in boredom never leave my mindI sit still like I’ll be a carved statue sometime It’s my journey to the…
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[228] In The Eyes of You
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In the eyes of the woman who loved me I probably crawl like an evil serpent I cry for all the crocodiles I fly like i’ve never done it In the eyes of the people who trust me I probably lie even when i’m sleeping I try to be faithful to my company I die…
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[227] The Secret
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Soon enough chaos becomes white noise Soon enough we’ll grow past our fears Soon enough the time will move on without us Let’s just stay till then breathing air, watching sunsets holding hands, wear your best dress walking home, when all there’s left is just goodbye Isn’t life just the sound we make between hello…
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[226] Lost In A Nightmare
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On the Sunday of my worries I wake with your pretty little nightmares My hand hovers to reclaim reality But all it holds is your absence So i sleep again with my worries To meet you again somewhere in my pretty little nightmares It feels like seeing colours in black and white The form of…
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[225] Modern Living
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I lose my way in this world of excess where it feels like what I have is nothing compared to what it offers Everything is music without lyrics where we fill up silences with screams of disquiet where we conjure up words to give meaning to the nonsense of it all where sometimes we learn…
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[222] Letting Go
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I’m at a point in my life where tedium has replaced ideas in my brain. The concept of time is just a construct and the passing of it as ignorant as my ignorant breaths. I lie in bed, fully awake in my physical form but half asleep mentally. The internal voices have died down into…