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[201] Moon River
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I try to find you in a song that plays A melancholic melody of a piano player Your shadow of a smile doesn’t try to remain between my mind The smile moves to utter a breath that speaks a word that I can’t hear or see It feels like a momentary thing for this moment…
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[199] live alone for once
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I sleep at the time of your waking You yawn at my desperatation Screams inside turn into white noise It feels like the time of the wolves I crack at the sound of your fumes Too close to the sun now Flares of your regret too near My eyes melt at the sight of you…
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[198] The Clown Smiles
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Cold winter breeze grazes my spine It breaks little by little when i smile The world is upside down that’s why it seems like i’m smiling If I don’t live try to kill my ghost If it haunts all the lonely souls who can feel everything slip away as if they held the sands of…
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[196] The Start of Our End
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Like a dying echo of the birth of the world in a shell, I try to find the beginning of our end in your silence. When this comforting occurrence of silence slowly lost its meaning. Comfort turned into brooding hatred. It all started with the want to impress you. We tested each other’s walls. Were…
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[195] Adventure of Time
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Day and night revolve on a wheel The cyclical nature of time forms a pattern so simple yet we can’t discern what lies beyond what lay behind complicating an already complex living coupling it with the understanding of self that evades us with each and every insight When the sky was the limit space screamed…
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[194] History of Love
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Devoid of emotion Her porcelain gaze left me wondering if she was a ghost and I a shadow A pat on the back with her velvet hands gave me energy i never knew i had I marched on living For a night I wondered when it rained does she cry like I do or does…
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[193] Bittersweet Surprise
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Can it be easy to feel? Can it be easy to live? Can it be? Can’t it be? The way I see things we’ve loved and we’ve lost can you just tell me what to think cuz sometimes it gets dark around here and so hard to navigate through these thoughts sometimes I can try…
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[191] Pretty little nightmares
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If you’re going to pretend like I don’t exist then i am not going to leave a trace of my living I don’t want to fight a war where we mince words Feels like a creature can crawl from the hell and beyond anytime But i guess it is not far from where we stand…
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[188] Edge of The Circle
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Lumps inside my chest My tongue slips when it talks Scared of my reflection Even if its in the dark Mind is convoluted My heart ran away I talk in riddles so its hard to admit what i feel So its hard to see what i feel She ran away for a better music That…
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[187] Snowfall Of The Mind
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I waltz thinking about the mountains And the night full of terror A contradiction for sure But so is love the most beautiful thing that cripples us Snow falls i’ve never witnessed I carry them in my eyes when i close them They disappear in flashes when i blink The perfect shape of numbness The…
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[178] Even The Clouds Mourn
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Droopy eyes struggle to take in the endless valley of clouds From high above its easy to forget that you live on the ground below I can almost feel the rain on my cheeks Is this what breathing in heaven feels like where you don’t ask for attention neither i feel the need to ask…
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[170] The Last Memory
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Our memory feels like the shadow that we can never touch again like the rain that will eventually evaporate But at least we’ve got our imagination to watch one another when we’re not around An ambulance wails and everyone’s attention turn towards that voice of death Eventuality dawns on the lovers at the beach as…
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[155] A Waking Dream
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I erode my being to get out of my mind The physical sensation of emptiness coupled with the confirmation of being alive the paradox of which is enough to take up all the space in my mind as what bothered me is without me now All I care about is this small little world where…
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[153] Resisting Your Healing
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Let me call you by the sound of my guitar Let me invite you to my burnt home We dance here in a burning room We try here to live afar all it is It’s just my mind Let me call you mine but for a while Let me invite you to my mind We…
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[145] A Visitor In Your Park
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The air feels heavy when I feel your presence around even when I know you’re not around I think the grudges we hold weigh more than what forgiveness makes us feel I stumble on our memory as I walk on the same paths of yesterday I feel your presence again in this park like the…