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[235] How To Live Life
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I am in a Ferris wheel of fire that winds up all my past mistakes I watch time go back to when I was 18 barely meeting eyes Another spin that hides all my timid glories to when I was 15 amidst curious eyes I fight it out with the erosion of my slipping mind I…
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[234] Resting My Case
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Sounds of madness Crawl away inside my veins I try to put it out like it’s fire It reignites back in sparks of the bloom of my underlying despair Words that caressed me to sleep now jolt me out of it They grip me by my shirt and pull me into the dark again where…
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[233] The Path That Leads Nowhere
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corruption of memory erosion of attention erasing of tedium the distance increases enlightenment is fleeting the trail is leading to a bloodbath of people that tried it before me the echoes of their cries just die out before me I live a lived life that’s set out for me follow the path listen to my…
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[232] Passionate Living
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Trying to find a way In a world so unknown Giving meaning to words so you and I don’t feel alone In this blue dot of loneliness we live life while circling the hot flame of death we try to breath fire Trying to oscillate between what’s acceptable and what’s not and not what we…
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[230] The Enlightenment
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Last night i died a thousand deaths and learned nothing new from it I walked past all my past selves catching up with all my past mistakes but I learned nothing new from it I played with shadows the game of nightmares the rules of which weren’t decided the surprise felt like blood swirling around…
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[229] Man Without Qualities
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Changes open up scars that can’t be fixed I should learn to live with them growing in my being Push and pull of my body and my soul I’m a man without any qualities Adventures in boredom never leave my mindI sit still like I’ll be a carved statue sometime It’s my journey to the…
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[228] In The Eyes of You
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In the eyes of the woman who loved me I probably crawl like an evil serpent I cry for all the crocodiles I fly like i’ve never done it In the eyes of the people who trust me I probably lie even when i’m sleeping I try to be faithful to my company I die…
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[227] The Secret
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Soon enough chaos becomes white noise Soon enough we’ll grow past our fears Soon enough the time will move on without us Let’s just stay till then breathing air, watching sunsets holding hands, wear your best dress walking home, when all there’s left is just goodbye Isn’t life just the sound we make between hello…
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[226] Lost In A Nightmare
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On the Sunday of my worries I wake with your pretty little nightmares My hand hovers to reclaim reality But all it holds is your absence So i sleep again with my worries To meet you again somewhere in my pretty little nightmares It feels like seeing colours in black and white The form of…
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[225] Modern Living
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I lose my way in this world of excess where it feels like what I have is nothing compared to what it offers Everything is music without lyrics where we fill up silences with screams of disquiet where we conjure up words to give meaning to the nonsense of it all where sometimes we learn…
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[224] Kissing Memories
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When my imagination goes astray Clouds form constellations and birds fly away I live where you want to be but I want to be where you live We never meet in between Always pushing and pulling on our fantasies The cold of the night drifts into the day we wake up at the dawn of…
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[223] Featured In Blogs To Watch Out For In 2019 + Promote Your Blog
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Hello guys, a break from regular scheduling of poetry and prose as I wanted to appreciate the love you guys showered on me in 2018. This love helped me gain a place in the top blogs to watch out for in 2019. Not only this, 2018 as a whole was a lot better than 2017…
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[222] Letting Go
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I’m at a point in my life where tedium has replaced ideas in my brain. The concept of time is just a construct and the passing of it as ignorant as my ignorant breaths. I lie in bed, fully awake in my physical form but half asleep mentally. The internal voices have died down into…
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[216] Seasonal Existence
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i look at winter falling on your shouldersfrom far away but do you knowwhere I am winter doesn’tenvelope darkness like it doeswhere you are. I understand. I don’t know my place in the worldI’m always stuck between seasons Right now it’s the autumn of our memorieswhere I step on brown wilted leaves to get to…
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[215] Afraid
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ever since i lost my dreams i’ve learned to sleepwalk in the darkit’s familiar, learning to walk againshades of light, i try to hold on again cries of melting flashes of emotions that we hold sacred in our minds it’s a secret unknown how we get lost and then we find ourselves again in the…