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[312] Seeing It All
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dismantling universes indifferently The starry sky abyss consumes souls we’re spectators of our own demise playing Gods by our permission A lone wolf strays by the pond drinking skies out of thirst The darkness befalls on us all like a reunion of angry clouds I’m curled up in confusions The rain falling in dozes I…
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[311] Getting What I Seek
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Needless destiny and a need for intervals To pause feeling this way cracks about to split open I lie awake tired unable to sleep A worthless life at the hook of every sentence and an unfulfilled potential waiting beyond every full stop.
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[310] floating by
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blue sunset and a royal sleep drum rolls to wake up to a stormy sea broken pearls waterboard inside of me no signs of a sky only bubbles of a life everyone else is hollow but i’m full of the sea
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[309] Broken Compass
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Anger and bitterness no recollection of my arrival here Almost forgetting the summit when I’m diving down to the ground Power corrupts the feet of a prophet The halo is a chain that makes them levitate Success only increases the distance from the making of it all, it’s just the bracing of the fall The…
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[308] The Truth of Now
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I delay feeling the present Rushing to feel what hasn’t happened I delay feeling content when I haven’t proven myself The world slows down to a halt but the mind keeps running the paranoia keeps hunting as man becomes its own worst enemy Infinite loops of stupidity mixed with the chase of dopamine The distraction…
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[304] The Morning Light
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Where do we go from here when we’re unable to contain where we are right now Only questions swirl in our minds and our mouth only answers in the language of sighs Where should I go to hear about the stories of courage of the countless scared policemen who are returning each night with memories…
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[302] Open Up Your Mind
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A carnage that smells of life An irony that makes you feel alive I see civilisations collapsing right in front of me The wars that reversed progress I see birds that die of asphyxiation A million years wiped right in front of me I try to live in the second that demands attention A plane…
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[300] How To Control Anger
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I looked in my heart to understand what caused me pain What right do I hold to cause the same pain to break the gentleness of another I looked inside my heart to understand how we burn the earth how strange is it for us to call the people who live here as cold when…
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[298] Insomnia and I
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Moonlight hits the brownness of my coffee cup kept on my cluttered table The dark moon of my eyes is turning larger in sync with thoughts that reside Insomnia chuckles at my decision as i let the coffee help it in spite of my doctor’s advice But I need to be in control not let…
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[296] The Perfect Man
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I once met a man who was perfect The very sight of him made you question any type of security you built for yourself until you look closer The perfect man is in a conflict with himself He loves the world but shows silent hatred for it He knows a lot to apply so little…
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[295] Back To My Ways
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I go ahead by looking back Blurry visions and faded people Parking all my dreams in the solace of what makes them A suppressed life Vivid lies come back to block all the honesty i learned to build as i wait for the sweeping fog to go and take away the clutter for just once…
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[294] within & without
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(within) I repeat what’s in my mind to confirm the horror in reality and for you to delude me back to the night I walk alongside spaces and run for another mile I crawl back into loops as you jump in joy while you sail and tell me to change my mind (without) The water’s…
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[293] The Edge of Extreme
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It’s a game of balance Past present and future You have to live in one of them completly madly and truly If you tip over to the other Just be ready to be drowned by time Nostalgia doesn’t know mindfulness And mindfulness doesn’t know emotions Daydreaming disregards both as if you’re not even existing You…
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[292] Death of a Stranger
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Embers falling from a dark sky I can’t find your remains in my head Fading away through the sins i gulp A distant dream i never share I can meet you someday when you come back to me like a seizure You’re the waking after fainting Blobs of people I can’t recognise They’re standing over…
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[279] Past, Present & Future
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Living off of premonitions Surviving off of doomed predictions Can you change your fate as all your peers fail to prove you wrong Can you become something that you’ve never seen? I never realised that the aftermath is not my future I never realised the empathy for some is exclusion I’ve never seen the potential…