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[362] No Nightmares/Over Now
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Amnesiac resolve to count the stars every nightTo wish her good morning every dayHer gifted cardigan fadesThe passionate red turns intoa lifeless citrus orange The space between us mirrors the expansion of the universeHer last attempt at reconciliationhaving an inverse effect on it allWe finally dream with no nightmares andlie down in ignorance ofthe death of a…
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[360] The Last Days of Night
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I engage in a spineless pursuit of truth Greedy eyes for a glimpse or two Turning away from the light I give in to the dark Underneath matter Overflowing abyss I feel nothing I see nothing I write
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[355] A New Life
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Vatic statements of my demiseas if somebody guided me through their own dreamsThe terrain of the road ahead unfamiliar and distantI kept the doomed utterances close to my heart Art became an expression of the emotions unsaidPoetry took the shape of what I couldn’t understandStories were conceived keeping her in mindLiving became light with you…
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[348] We’re All Alone
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Contradictions crash around hereHearing, an anomaly Time finds a way of flyingwhen silence is forgottenWhen it finds itself on a planet of great divideswhere attention is providedto the clouds of the worldwhich rains information downIt sucks up the earthIt sucks up the human soullike pain in a heartbreaklike colour from a paintingIt renders it a doom…
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[341] Rainy Days
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i create rain just so you can look out just so it can help you to finally look inward and find me there waiting for you
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[340] I am never here
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I invite discontent when I take myself seriously The stories in my head find my mundane reality unnerving They try to enliven it but can you change a mirage? Isn’t it easier to shape the stories than to change the essence of living itself
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[337] Anticipatory Love
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Dissociation in style I walk on reflected clouds It’s a metaphorical living I wish I could live on the ground I always wander in the spaces Liminal places of the nether world where the shape of a snow is intact and the anticipation of a surprise still better than the surprise of you visiting where…
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[329] In Limbo
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All my words speak the same tale A guilty world the feeling of shame Stuck in my ways with fading solutions To come here again is what you call fate Healing away to fall again wisdom only seems to fog my mind Am I Sampati or Sisyphus? depends on the way I choose to live…
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[320] War of Life
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Preaching honesty in vain Everyone has already made up their minds Shapeless phantoms impersonate bankrupt souls The will to look ahead corrupts the need to look inside Imagination summons for meaning in the form of a story As I write a letter to no one at all It reaches on the shore of an apocalyptic…
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[319] Erosion of Self
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Scrap away my failuresbefore i scar my successLet kindness meet paranoiabefore i meet my demiseEureka moments come to meBut they’re all of the devious kind Cowardice knows me too well at nightI dwell in the hour of despaironly to keep my muses at baySometimes i feel self worth is not for meSometimes i feel a…
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[318] Seeing Past Each Other
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Ashes descend on a snowy field The explosion of the sun is underway The cold heat stings in an unusual rhythm The cursed air howls for some breeze Daydreaming doom has effects on your emotional internal life You feel before you imagine You imagine before you live Preparation for the worst An escape from the…
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[317] Autumn Apocalypse
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My mind fills up like a balloon Just a pin drop away to burst The rebellion doesn’t bloom when the ruckus is confined inside Wilting away like roses for the dead The silence of a graveyard is the acceptance of death It’s the will to not live when the stars get upset Where do you…
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[316] Imminent Amnesia
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Keeping out the sun Shadows are not welcomed here on the dark side of the moon Befriend nothingness and call upon the void Delirious normalcy a luminous explosion in the wild Woke up in a liminal space with a tired set of eyes I woke up to a sleepy world Supernova of a flower child
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[314] No One At All
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Being someone else Being somewhere else After a while all perfume smells are familiar and the association of the smell with characters Today I wear you and try to see it all through you The way I pause before I speak The way I don’t pay attention to time at all Maybe you saw the…
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[313] Untitled Living
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The secrets of the skies lie at our feet but we’re busy looking up forging the present in the hope of a future Stuck in limbos of wanting to live and the hustle of dying slowly we find ourselves lost most of the time when we should lose ourselves often to find what we’re all…