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[213] The Tale of an Imposter Part 2
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All that i’ve felt I can’t really say All that i’ll feel hides in my mind So what i really say is just what you feel and my words acting as a vessel for our beings Memories blocked out Lost in a haze of clouds I don’t feel like coming down I imitate the one…
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[212] I Was Never There
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Can you just come over here And let me in to your little world And tell me things that I have missed Things that I should have learned Whisper in how you’ve grown And how you’ve moved on to better things Scream inside the sweet nothings Of the things we left behind Its the future…
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[210] Past vs Present
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For all i learn everyday I forget a little in return Vivid memories fail to rise when new experiences fight The ones that stay hide behind return to knock me down on the darkest days when they can step out in the familiarity of yesterday
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[207] Looking Again
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How do I start writing? How have I written until this point in time? These questions plague my mind that is numb. Feelings don’t come and stay, they are fleeting like the time that I lost. The confidence that I cherished until now is nowhere to be felt. Ideas do come in my head but…
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[196] The Start of Our End
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Like a dying echo of the birth of the world in a shell, I try to find the beginning of our end in your silence. When this comforting occurrence of silence slowly lost its meaning. Comfort turned into brooding hatred. It all started with the want to impress you. We tested each other’s walls. Were…
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[193] Bittersweet Surprise
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Can it be easy to feel? Can it be easy to live? Can it be? Can’t it be? The way I see things we’ve loved and we’ve lost can you just tell me what to think cuz sometimes it gets dark around here and so hard to navigate through these thoughts sometimes I can try…
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[192] Life Is A Freewrite
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Losing focus every second what was mine keeps on slipping trying to stay in the zone I crawl towards greed I need more The times change but I don’t seem to I wish I didn’t care what everything else is but you’re a part of my language now I couldn’t see beyond my reflection so…
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[191] Pretty little nightmares
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If you’re going to pretend like I don’t exist then i am not going to leave a trace of my living I don’t want to fight a war where we mince words Feels like a creature can crawl from the hell and beyond anytime But i guess it is not far from where we stand…
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[188] Edge of The Circle
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Lumps inside my chest My tongue slips when it talks Scared of my reflection Even if its in the dark Mind is convoluted My heart ran away I talk in riddles so its hard to admit what i feel So its hard to see what i feel She ran away for a better music That…
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[175] I See The Cosmos In Your Eyes
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Render me useless and make me forget your smile Let it be a part of our vanishing time and a part of an unsolved puzzle where you & I speak more but understand less The air feels devoid of movement as if it has zoned out looking at the sun the abstraction becoming more and…
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[173] Winds of Stillness
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Each day seems to last forever A consistent heavy rain to keep you inside You’re scared to love again but you still flirt with time and let the flame burn until it develops into a fire within that reminds you that love is really not your thing
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[172] The Castle Crumbles
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Remembrance longing and forgetting Mindless noise of the tv filling up silences A castle weathering heavy rain It’s a kingdom on the verge of decay Red carpet with dark red stains My thoughts reaching out for nothing I held the wine but the wine couldn’t hold me together and the stars couldn’t shine through the…
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[170] The Last Memory
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Our memory feels like the shadow that we can never touch again like the rain that will eventually evaporate But at least we’ve got our imagination to watch one another when we’re not around An ambulance wails and everyone’s attention turn towards that voice of death Eventuality dawns on the lovers at the beach as…
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[167] Fond Farewell
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Your last words stung me like a memory waiting to be formed and then hide itself only to knock me down when I’m at the top The days go by without any inspiration Empty pages filled with anger and hurt and isolation Until you arrive in the form of a muse waiting to get twisted…
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[166] A Strange Look
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The look of strangers is the look of fear being transferred from them to me from me to them It’s the battle of the eyes to test each other’s supremacy in a whisker of a moment and then you forget Paranoia looks upon your shoulder Your mind turns to glimpse on the periphery The evil…