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[220] FEAR
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It all originates from fear Fear of being proven wrong Fear of watching your neatly built up world crumble into fiery lava from the volcano of suppression Fear of being just another brick in the wall when you dreamed of bigger things forgetting that the only thing people have in common with you is the…
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[213] The Tale of an Imposter Part 2
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All that i’ve felt I can’t really say All that i’ll feel hides in my mind So what i really say is just what you feel and my words acting as a vessel for our beings Memories blocked out Lost in a haze of clouds I don’t feel like coming down I imitate the one…
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[211] You’re All I Know
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Your paint has spilled all over my words I don’t know what to do delay your love for me I don’t know what to doI could probably write about better things but i seem to fall back to you You seem to be lost trying to find your wandering smile I’ve been trying to do…
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[208] The Tale of an Imposter
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An imposter writes while looking over his shoulder His mind mindful of what’s left and not of what’s right The moon he sees hides only for him so he writes through someone else’s eyes A nagging in his brain remains that tells him he is just a reflection of a shadow that fades
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[202] The Performance of an Artist
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Nothing satisfies an artist. We are creatures who’ve got self-doubt running in our veins. Everywhere we go we remind ourselves of our inadequacy to be better/best. We hold our failures on a pedestal rather than letting our victories dance around our mind. Even to call ourselves artist only springs up an emotion of cringe in us. The myth…
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[200] Changing Colours
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It’s a sky fall around here the rockets are exploding to form stars your eyes look golden it feels safe to be in your arms but I wish I was chosen and not be just a luck formed by your cry now I wish we were older and leave what’s about to come all behind…
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[198] The Clown Smiles
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Cold winter breeze grazes my spine It breaks little by little when i smile The world is upside down that’s why it seems like i’m smiling If I don’t live try to kill my ghost If it haunts all the lonely souls who can feel everything slip away as if they held the sands of…
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[197] A Mental Maze
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Through the shadowless spiky trees I watch you walk with the graveyard of loss weighing you down Seagulls screech a mirage of the end of this murky forest that you managed to find the courage to walk through The leaves sway in regretful melancholy as the clouds patiently tease you with the possibility of wreaking…
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[196] The Start of Our End
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Like a dying echo of the birth of the world in a shell, I try to find the beginning of our end in your silence. When this comforting occurrence of silence slowly lost its meaning. Comfort turned into brooding hatred. It all started with the want to impress you. We tested each other’s walls. Were…
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[194] History of Love
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Devoid of emotion Her porcelain gaze left me wondering if she was a ghost and I a shadow A pat on the back with her velvet hands gave me energy i never knew i had I marched on living For a night I wondered when it rained does she cry like I do or does…
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[193] Bittersweet Surprise
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Can it be easy to feel? Can it be easy to live? Can it be? Can’t it be? The way I see things we’ve loved and we’ve lost can you just tell me what to think cuz sometimes it gets dark around here and so hard to navigate through these thoughts sometimes I can try…
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[192] Life Is A Freewrite
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Losing focus every second what was mine keeps on slipping trying to stay in the zone I crawl towards greed I need more The times change but I don’t seem to I wish I didn’t care what everything else is but you’re a part of my language now I couldn’t see beyond my reflection so…
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[191] Pretty little nightmares
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If you’re going to pretend like I don’t exist then i am not going to leave a trace of my living I don’t want to fight a war where we mince words Feels like a creature can crawl from the hell and beyond anytime But i guess it is not far from where we stand…
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[190] The Answer
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Trying to find the truth in monotony To watch the facades makes mistakes To watch the patterns reveal itself I wait till chaos turns to beauty till the devil starts grinning with its details Fleeting moments don’t capture the essence of a moment so strange It doesn’t capture the wind and present it as air…
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[189] Promote Your Blog
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It’s September. The month of my birthday. Fall has begun but I’m reminded of my progress in blogging and how lovely it has been. The only consistency in my life. — Also, you guys are free to comment here your blog links or one post that you’d like everyone to read. Let’s make this a…