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[171] How To Find Balance in Life
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Staying in your room for long hours helps you connect with your inner voice. You’re finally able to identify why you aren’t making some decisions and why you’re making some. Decisions as trivial such as fully focussing on the TV show you’re watching and denying yourself that decision by holding the phone in your hand…
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[170] The Last Memory
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Our memory feels like the shadow that we can never touch again like the rain that will eventually evaporate But at least we’ve got our imagination to watch one another when we’re not around An ambulance wails and everyone’s attention turn towards that voice of death Eventuality dawns on the lovers at the beach as…
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[169] Why We Hate Each Other
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lost in the way to define simplicity so i carry complexity in my words to mask incoherence and insecurity to mask the lack of confidence everyone else are lost in their own ways too some accept their loss some ignore it all some try to project so they still walk some stop and share their…
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[168] We’re Alone Together
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Usually our love is lost in the cold looks and the silences with rain unifying our sanity but this day our vision lost its clarity and we didn’t let the rain talk as we spoke over each other losing touch with brevity Stuck in our past ways Held by the present Falsely accusing the future…
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[167] Fond Farewell
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Your last words stung me like a memory waiting to be formed and then hide itself only to knock me down when I’m at the top The days go by without any inspiration Empty pages filled with anger and hurt and isolation Until you arrive in the form of a muse waiting to get twisted…
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[166] A Strange Look
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The look of strangers is the look of fear being transferred from them to me from me to them It’s the battle of the eyes to test each other’s supremacy in a whisker of a moment and then you forget Paranoia looks upon your shoulder Your mind turns to glimpse on the periphery The evil…
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[165] Time Stops In Your Arms
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You live in the past so much I almost believed you lived in Pangea Categorising your flaws to pick them apart when the time comes but does the time come for people who live in the time that’s gone Sometimes I wonder if I existed before you Would that be the only way of confirming…
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[164] Ignorance Lives
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I need something to worry about to cancel out how peaceful I’ve been feeling for a while a peace that i craved but which only brought a feeling of uselessness and a twisted sense of wanting drama with a fading memory of the pain that I’ve conquered through time It’s a complex thought of needing…
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[163] Ignorance Kills
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On the way to destroy my demons. I carry answers to my failures in the form of memories of my success A past joy of winning weighed down by the uncertainty of the present times I live tedium in a loop pushing expectations far away walking in a green meadow underneath a cloudy storm The…
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[162] Blurred Times
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Revive who I was [an anomaly] when I first met you Try it one more time [persistence] Let me crumble before you It’s a wonderful sight Searching for a hand or grabbing for breath capturing it inside for times like this [delusional] when you take it all away or for times like those when you…
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[161] One of Those Times
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I’m on the edge of fading Lack of self-control in your eyes is raging The honesty is no longer hidden The silence is brutal but the end of it will be killing us We’re trapped in a polaroid image Swapped each other out from a digital pillage We’ll think of saying sweet nothings to each…
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[162] Blurred Times
Revive who I was [an anomaly] when I first met you Try it one more time [persistence] Let me crumble before you It’s a wonderful sight Searching for a hand or grabbing for breath capturing it inside for times like this [delusional] when you take it all away or for times like those when you…
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[160] Taken/Taking For Granted
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I fail to shrug off the fragrance of your rosy breath that curls itself like a wrinkle growing into my age Can I keep it even when you’re gone? like the sounds of your turning in the bed They drown out the winds of harshness that time carries with it as we decay into white noise…
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[159] The Return of The Symphony
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To let the music write a story in your mind is an experience like no other. The language of music ranges from producing emotions such as anger, love, hopelessness and sometimes all of these in one go. My mind was writing a story tuned to Mozart’s Piano Sonata No.16 Andante. A story of a slow…
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[157] Information Overload
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My attention wavers when I hold you You give me excitement in the form of acceptance I give you my attention as a form of currency Then I crib about how little of it is left in me to concentrate on this other life where it feels difficult to get into the zone to really…